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Recieved: 2000/09/18 13:37
Subject: [K-list] Where do we go ?
From: Horia Cristescu

On 2000/09/18 13:37, Horia Cristescu posted thus to the K-list:

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What is left of us after we complete the whole process of awakening of Kundalini ? A nondual omnipresent consciousness, a infinite conscious light ? Where can I recognize here anything I knew before the process started ? This finality seems frightening to someone who realizes that he knows little about this new radical world. No particular location in space, omnipresence. A nice, promising concept, but how would it be to live it for more than a split of a second... How would it be to live it for a whole life ? What is life beyond mind and abolition of the usual thinking process ? It is much more than death, much more than going as a stranger in a foreign country not knowing their language and customs... Did you contemplate the abyss of this state ? How does it look to you, to be driven by this conquering force to this place outside any concept and imagination, and stay there forever ? hehe... Someone must compensate for the fear this change will raise. Only if God showed Himself as loving father that will call me to Him would I dare venture. So, this Kundalini force must be something if she can turn the old me that I knew into this new and unthinkable me. She must be a terrible force if she will pose me the question : Will you renounce to your limited self, will you let it Die and accept .......................

Love,
Horia.
  

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