To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/09/15 06:09
Subject: Re: [K-list] Question
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/09/15 06:09, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 02:08 AM 9/13/00, Kaiki wrote:
>
>Hello to all,
>
>I have a question:
>
>Does anyone experience k-awakenings in the people around you?
All the time.
I experienced this 4 times the last 1/2 year in my group of friends (we
live all over
>Germany and meet every 2nd month some of them living nearer once a month).
>One
>(the first one) of them had a really bad experience - he had much pain and
>troubles with
>it - he told me that he feels liquid fire going up his spine and other bad
>things.
What's bad about liquid fire? :) If he got his negative judgments
out of the way he'd be having a much easier time of it.
>Most of them knew about kundalini, but it was never something which we were
>discussing about nor doing any exercises by the others (especially those who
>experienced their k-awakening) in order to trigger it.
Typical for Shaktipat.
>Is it possible that I am responsible for that?
Yes/no/maybe. Goddess is using you to awaken them. So, the small you
that is afraid is not responsible, but the Greater you that is all that Is,
has it handled and acts thru you.
When I first discovered that my SM sessions were awakening my clients,
I freaked out bad!! SM is based on consensuality and they had not asked for
that!! I quit working for 18 months while I pondered what was going on,
because I had hear of the horrors of "accidental" awakenings... finally I
came to realize that there are no accidents, all is Divine Will. That
Goddess was leading men to me by the penis for the higher purpose of being
awakened. Their ego minds didn't know about it, but their soul knew what
would occur, and dangled the carrot of fantasy fulfillment to get them to
where they needed to be. Kneeling at my feet in a state of surrender and
receptivity.
I'm retired now, but I still get people contacting me, and I know if
they are seeking me out for awakening by a certain confusion on their part.
They are feeling drawn to me, but they don't understand why they feel so
attracted.
>And if yes - how can I stop it? Is there
>something going wrong?
Stop it? Not really. You could get all paranoid and try to control it,
but it is better to just be yourself and trust that what happens is for the
best.
Blessings..
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