To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/09/06 08:04
Subject: Re: [K-list] On doubt
From: Wim Borsboom
On 2000/09/06 08:04, Wim Borsboom posted thus to the K-list:
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Dear Horia:
You wrote:
> I think I experienced samadhi recently
> but I am not quite sure.
and:
> I'm asking anyone who can help me :
> What are the exact signs of samadhi
> as in personal experience, not theory ?
That what you had WAS samadhi.
You described it to me, it was it!!! Clear!!!
No doubt needed.
As soon as you asked for what the "exact signs" were,
you moved into the realm of dubiousness, questioning,
conditional qualifications, self depracation, self doubt,
yes... theory even... conceptualism...
Unpure thought processes, the violated mind...
Give into it and Samadhi will be less likely to return.
When you asked a little while ago about quiteing the mind...
That is exactly what you need to do now:
Rid the mind off this very "questioning and doubting" now.
The questioning is a "violated mind strategy",
A strategy that was once forced upon you...
By someone who did not want you to stay in freedom,
Someone, who wanted to prevent your further freedom...
The manipulate of YOUR life energy.
Do not succumb to self doubt ever again.
This must be your relentless intent...
Just to repeat this again:
You wrote:
> I think I experienced samadhi recently
> but I am not quite sure.
You did!!!
> It could have been just a mental void
> or a state close to samadi.
Don't let doubt in!
Did you start to recognize and remember the person yet
who disqualified your experience of reality ?"
The self-doubt and the questioning that your question entails is unneeded,
in fact it will prevent further samadhi when you take doubt serious. You
have experienced Samadhi, basta, congratulations, take credit, for it. This
has nothing to do with humility or ego. You noticed it, you had it... You
must to coolly and disinterestedly accept that fact, if you cannot...please
take my word for it...
One CAN ask questions, but that is not the same as the "strategy" of
perpetual questioning which comes in principle from an attempt by a close
outsider who disqualified the reality of your existence.
Love,
Wim
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