To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/08/25 19:03
Subject: Re: [K-list] Sex, Celibacy and k problems
From: Dolores
On 2000/08/25 19:03, Dolores posted thus to the K-list:
Hey Jerry...
Wow, what a story. Thank you for sharing! My heart and mind are mingling and coming up with some intresting ideas. The first basic one comes in the form of relationships... it seems very apparent that if anything, you are fully experincing what it means to be a post mentopauseal woman... (please excuse my horrible spelling). And I mean this in the form of an empathetic effort on your part.
I have some questions for you, if you are willing. What was your relationship with your folks? Do you call on any guides to ask for direction?
I am going out on a limb here... I feel that we are fully in control of our lives. And that a relationship with K is much like one with a partner. We cannot allow a person in our lives to rule us, nor can we with K. And, althugh it seems impossible to reverse this pattern, it is very possible. It takes balance. Many of us have been raised to be co-dependant in relationships, why would it be any different with K?
I have been in tuned with guides long before I understood what Kundalini was. I asked them for help and assistance and they always respond. Now with a full awareness of K, I look to it as I would a lover, and if I feel overwhelmed or want to calm it... I ask for help. I say "no". And, I am heard... Maybe the K awareness on my part, is the child of my love with my guides? And you know how young children can be....
I see brittle bones as losing self trust or strength... Our first source of calcium comes from our mothers milk. I know for me, K is rquesting I heal my feelings about my folks... embracing them and letting them go. Also remember you are not your body, but you are in relationship to it... so working with K, is like balancing a 3 way relationship. Body, mind and spirit... humm... I see where they got that trinity idea :)
Maybe while in the washing of Kundalini, that we become he mountain molded and reshaped year after year by the forcful and flowing waters?
Seek your answers with nature! Ask the river why it moves... ask the mountain how to heal. The Earth is more then a big rock... it is our mother...
Ask and ye shall receive.... call out to the stars for solution... look beyond the Kundalini to those who are on the other side of your path. Stand up to it.... dont take it because it is K... help it or make it understand that you dont want to suffer and you feel an imbalance with it. That is an unhealthy relationship. Even human soul mates can be imbalanced! It takes standing up for yourself and asking for guidnace of the buddhas, or whom ever...
For me, I just talk out loud, knowing I am heard... and my answers come...
You are loved! And you are free... K doesnt have to be a cage. It is a lioness needing to be tamed, maybe?
Love to you!!!
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