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Recieved: 2000/08/24 09:25
Subject: [K-list] Re: Sex
From: Divine Goddess
On 2000/08/24 09:25, Divine Goddess posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Rosanne,
I am not sure where to start. I must say my partners have been very k
active men. I think the ability to have energy sex is more of a
siddhi (psychic power byproduct of k activation) and it comes and
goes in me as K does her cycling thru my body.
I have not considered teaching this but some have asked me too. I
know that for it to be real intense it helps for both partners to be
empathic, very empathic.
This ability is not something I was looking for because I didnt know
it existed. I used to play with a group on ICQ, several years ago,
were we would raise energy tantrically and many of the participants
would have powerful orgasms besides other experiences.
Sexual imagery was not part of the equation. It was more of knowing
we were with each other (no time or space in consciousness), hearts
connected and blended in love and then amplifying the flow thru our
blended chakras.
It's too bad that people associate orgasms only with sexual activity
but they do. Some of my most amazing orgasms happened by myself, no
autostimulation, just blissing out on the presence of the Divine.
Many people won't allow or even think of themselves of having orgasms
as an expression of divinity and sacredness.
K took me one day and put me in a grip of powerful, lengthy orgasms
that were debilitating. At the same time showing me unbelieveable
visions of heavenly and cosmic splendor. for what purpose? to show me
that the pleasure that arises from the deepest cells in my body is
spiritual and divine and natural and appropriate. To show me that the
most incredible orgasmic energy in the world is totally divine. I
think, now, one of the greatest acts of devotion would be to have sex
upon the church's altar...wow...what a sacrement.
I gotta say this...even if it sounds really crude (but why does it?)
I was unbelieveably fucked by the Divine into submission. I was so
overwhelmed by the force and intensity of the pleasure of my body and
immersed in being loved, that I submitted and lost my judgments about
love and sex. I say fucked because I was taken unaware,without
consent, even raped you might say. I was so debilitated by the
orgasms I could only lay on my mattress in a fetal position,
moaning 'stop, please, it is too much'. I literally thought I was
going to die. My pelvis rocked constantly, undulating with the
orgasmic waves. My body so weakened by the orgasms, it rocked to the
waves like a little boat upon the ocean. I was scared for a little
bit but then I literally had no choice but to surrender to the power
of K. Then what had been frightening, became silly. "I am going to
die of sublime pleasure and I think God will punish me for having an
orgasm in his arms?'
That is, for example, one of the differences between K and prana. K
doesnt give you any choices, can't be directed. You either surrender
or you go nuts or get sick or.....
Some will say, how can that be spiritual, being fucked by God/dess?
Alas, it is our own judgements about sex and pleasure that make us
say that about something that is really a reflection of the creative
energy/power of the universe. After I awoke from my orgasmic
stupor...I knew I was Goddess, I knew I was eternal, I knew I was
loved..sigh.
Ya can't spritualize sex..it already is spiritual. What we have done
is despiritualized sex to something that needs to be elevated to its
rightful place.
Energy sex is easier when you have been seduced and taken by the
Divine. My own relationship with what is eternal shows me what can be
possible to happen between humans (who are also the essence of
Divinity).
So to wind up...
What is the status of your relationship with the Divine? If you can't
see yourself in a passionate, orgasmic relationship with the Divine
Essence...your success in other relationships will be hindered.
Blending your chakras with the one you want to connect with is a big
help. As in Mystress's grounding visualization...as you bring the
energy up from the center of the earth, take the time to blend your
chakras with your lover's, one at a time, till they are one. Then
ciruclate the energy between you and see what happens.
I hope this helps some.
Love,
Susan
>
> Susan, I would love to hear a bit more about this - I am suffering
greatly
> at present because my partner is on the other side of the planet...
> Love
> Rosanne
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