To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/08/23 09:46
Subject: [K-list] Drugs?
From: Rustle
On 2000/08/23 09:46, Rustle posted thus to the K-list:
I have taken a fair proportion of class a's and b's and combinations of
both. The one drug I have not tried and await the night that I do, is DMT.
Yes, drugs have certainly affected my life philosophy. When I first took
acid, I had visions that I was living in a world, within the atom of another
world, which made up the atom of another world, which were also universes
etc (that one!). Before that it never crossed my mind. I thought that this
was all there was.
I also saw NASA signs on acid. Now I can see them when I focus and breath
freely. By NASA signs, I mean red and green criss crossing pattens that
spread completely across ones vision, with little dots here and there. They
don't actually look like NASA signs, but when I first experienced them they
appeared like rows and rows of the letters -N-A-S-A-, superimposed onto
everything I was looking at. Almost like one of those star wars posters made
up of the tiny individual frames of the movie, except the poster was reality
and the building blocks of my vision were the letters N-A-S-A. I cannot
actually focus my eyes on them, because I think it is the third eye that
percieves them. I see them when meditating, staring at a candle. It is
almost like they are an ether that underlies everything. All of my
hallucinations are based on the patterns that these signs take. They have
certainly changed my perspective.
As far as drugs influencing my spirtual journey - I am on a path, and drugs
have crossed it in the past and they will in the future, no doubt. I have
also come across k on my path, and I am sure to cross death on my path. They
are all on my path, therefore they all represent a choice for me at the time
they cross my path. The choices that I make are all interelated, therefore
yes I believe that the way I experience K now is in a way reflective of my
drug experiences in the past. But it is also reflective of a great many
others things I have encountered on my path, not to mention a horoscope
which I recently had done that predicted I would have k experiences!
Rustle
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