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Subject: Re: [K-list] K Pills and Cheap Thrills Poll.....
From: boomhm

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Van: Henry ~~~~ <freegift55ATnospamhotmail.com>
Aan: Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com
Datum: woensdag 23 augustus 2000 11:31
Onderwerp: Re: [K-list] K Pills and Cheap Thrills Poll

>Hey, you got this one right. It was my job to launch the B-52 loaded with
>nukes into the air to take Russia off the map. And I was doing it for God
>and Christ to clean up the world for God. Did not God say that he would
>not use water again, but that next time He would use Fire.
>
>Does not the God of the Bible destroy everything he gets pissed off at?
>And many times He uses *human agents* to do his dirty work. How about Job
>and his god?
>Henry

Hello Henry,

Do you really mean this or are you just kidding?

I was raised with a lot of Christian indoctrination, so one of the first
things I had to deal with after my kundalini awakening, was a better
understanding of 'God'....

I was so afraid to do the wrong things, and that God would punish me.
I certainly knew about a 'pissed' God, but In fact, I did not know much
about love and compassion and certainly not for myself....
It took me years, before I really *understood* that kundalini is 'God' and
it is through the guru I came in contact with, that I am learning what real
love and real friendship is....

The story of Job, has always intriged me. Not because of a 'punishment' or a
'judgement' about the lifestyle of Job.
This story touches my heart, because for me it is the story about our
essence...

I have always wondered, that if I should loose everything, just as what
happened with the Biblical Job, if there would be a power or a faith or a
strength that would still exist.
For me it is a story about dying in the outerworld...a story about the only
thing that is real: our connection with the Divine...it's a story about
transformation...

And yes, I certainly have experienced, that the Divine has an aspect that is
destructive...
But what needs to be destructed are all the things, the believes, the
judgments and the misunderstandings that stand between what I often call
'me' and the Divine. (my essence).
God/dess has been and still is merciless destructive in my life, but never
because of anger, but allways because of true love and great
compassion......

with gratitude to the Divine,
Herma

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