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Recieved: 2000/08/18 21:49
Subject: Re: [K-list] Healing Garble
From: Cherian

On 2000/08/18 21:49, Cherian posted thus to the K-list:

Hi Blythe,
I read your post and was strongly reminded of a simlar phase in my life about 4 years back: An intense search to discover my own unhealed childhood traumas.
Although I coundn't trace it down to any childhood sexual abuse, I experienced what you called "falling into a cold pattern of a non-sexual self."
 
The important thing that I want to share is that after an extremely traumatic and humiliating experience where i was publically jeered for being
sexually impotent, the Kundalini Force awoke in me with such power, it blew me away for months ( with her own sweet brand of ecstacies and agonies no doubt.)
The anguish we suffer in clearing up our past, ( looking painful incidents in the eye and holding the gaze, instead of avoiding it) is proportionately rewarded by what comes after it is cleared.
The light at the end of the tunnel is a kaliedoscope.
I salute your bravery, and wish you all strength, guidance and good fortune in your self healing.
 
~ cherian

----- Original Message -----
  From: Blythe Dolores
  To: Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com
  Sent: Friday, August 18, 2000 9:54 PM
  Subject: [K-list] Healing Garble

  Hi everyone!

  How are you all? Wonderful I hope.

  Well... once again I am humbled by the depth of the Life force, and
  the universe. Somtimes, it is a hard dose to swallow...
  ........(snip)...
  free of my sexual fear. I refuse to pass this
  on, I refuse to keep it. I am going to work it down into such small
  pieces that it turns into sand. I will paint it and make a beautiful
  mandala from it, in honor of my freedom.

  I bow to you all!

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