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Recieved: 2000/07/25 13:10
Subject: [K-list] re: poll answers
From: sasse

Hi Krystyna,

>---But I do get the feeling of the "spins" quite
> often during or after meditation. Seems a strange
feeling to have when so
> relaxed, but it reminds me of a common dream I had
as a young child. I would
> find myself near water and fall in...always it would
then appear I was in a
> pool with clear blue water and all the
bubbles...lots of bubbles. Then I
> would jerk myself awake as if I were trying to catch
myself. Same feeling
> and sometimes alot of fear with it...like I'm gonna
be out of control and
> just keep falling.

Thanks for bringing up the control question in this
context. I have wanted to stick to the "observer
state" instead of "getting involved" too much. I have
not wanted to get deep into any hallucinated states.
I consulted my inner leading and it seems to suggest
that I should see what happens if I "get involved".
Interesting.

 Also, does anyone know why I would suddenly start
> breeathing strangely during meditation?

Someone else is more competent to answer this
question. I have noticed sometimes changes in
breathing, but have not paid much attention to it
(usually there has been something else more strange
that has captured my attention). When the strange
energy things started to happen two years ago I was
just curious and wanted to see what will happen
next... My process has been very gentle and I see it
very intelligent and systematic. I do not understand
it, but I have learned to trust it. But it surely is
strange.

Love,
Sasse

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