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Recieved: 2000/07/24 20:47
Subject: [K-list] Hello, Forwarded
From: choldford
On 2000/07/24 20:47, choldford posted thus to the K-list:
Ona, wow....I know we already touched on this a little, but it is beyond
bizarre to sit here and read an email that could just as easily have
been written by me. LOL. I have never had the same intensity in physical
experiences, but our mental journey seems to be parallel. When you say
that it is more like remembering than learning, I know EXACTLY what you
mean. In one of my "epiphanies" (my psychiatrist called them manic
episodes, so take your pick...LOL), I came up with this theory on how
our lives are merely projection screens for our own private viewing - to
learn lessons as our soul needs to learn them. I think what prompted it
was me wondering why things like Columbine, and natural disasters never
happen to me or my family. Later that night I was almost asleep, and
BAM....the "download" started, and I had to literally sit up in bed,
turn on the light, and start talking it out. My husband was a little
freaked, needless to say. :)
But this movie projection theory was just rolling out of my mouth and it
was so overwhelming to me that I would have to hold my hand over my
mouth. Sounds weird, but I did. It wasn't uncomfortable my any
means...LOL...its a rush I have never known. I'm sure I *did* sound
rather grandiose at the time, because as it clicked over and over in my
head, and it was all making so much sense, I felt like pure bliss, and I
know I sounded (to my husband) like I thought I was Einstein or
something...
Anyway, about 3 months later, i was reading Gary Zukav's "Seat of the
Soul", and there was my movie projection theory in his book.
Ohhh....another freaky feeling. So that's when it started taking on the
feel of me "tapping in", and then I found out it was also a theory of
Carl Jung, give or take a few details, and Jung, of course, spoke of the
collective unconscious. I knew there was no way I could've known all of
that....but it has been in my mind, sorting itself out and making
beautiful sense to me, in response to a question I had posed to myself
earlier that evening.....
After that, answers started falling into my lap from every direction,
and it still hasn't stopped. I guess I'm still in my "manic episode",
right? ;)
Chris
druoutATnospamaol.com wrote:
>
> Forwarded with permission
>
> In a message dated 7/23/00 8:08:45 PM Pacific Daylight Time,
> ONAHARDYATnospamprodigy.net writes:
>
> Hi,
> Well, I thought this started only about a month ago. After further
> reflection and some insight I'm wondering if this hasn't been going on
> longer. I mean the physical, etc. problems that sometimes happen first,
> etc...
> Anyway, a month or maybe 2 months ago I was having a lot of discomfort
> in my hands and legs. I knew I had carpal tunnel because I had been
> diagnosed with mild carpal tunnel a few years ago. I had testing done and
>
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