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Recieved: 2000/07/12 10:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] The Botttom Line - and The Path
From: huka9802:First huka9802:Last
On 2000/07/12 10:37, huka9802:First huka9802:Last posted thus to the K-list:
Jerry
Wow! That was quite a post!
I'm not having much patience these days, so when I saw the length of this
post, I skipped over it. After reading two other letters saying how great
it was, I thought I better go back and check it out. I'm glad I did.
I have had some experiences in my life where I would exert any effort to
accomplish something, and did, but there were times when there was nothing I
could do. Those are the worst times for me. One was during the adoption
process. After all the paper work was done, I could do nothing but wait.
and wait. and wait. till I half lost my mind; well, mabye 3/4 lost my
mind.
What seems to happen to me more often than I would like, because I would
like to be able to do something to control situations, is that as soon as I
give up and let go, what I wanted appears. It happened with the adoption,
and it's happened with other things. Or, what I wanted doesn't come, but
something better does.
Not always of course, and then there's nothing to do but grieve or be
miserable or whatever other options are possible.
I would love to give you some advice to cheer you up, or make it all better,
because I hate to see people unhappy or suffering. I always want the
immediate happy ending.
Of course, I can't do that.
Thank you for talking about where you are coming from.
I agree with you about people trying to escape suffering; I sure do!
About the higher chakra thing.
I have had people who thought they were at a higher level of development
than me do the patronizing "You create your own reality" crap or something
similar to that. They meant that because their life was going so well, it
was proof that they were at a higher spiritual level and had "resolved" many
issues that I had not. ha!
Well, after a few years, I had had experiences that helped me understand
what they were talking about, as far as creating your own reality, trusting
God, spirit, Godess, universe, etc.
And they had had some disappointments, things they thought were great turned
out not to be.
So we ended up coming closer together in the middle.
I'm curious to see what happens next. There are the conflicting "you create
your life"
and "God/ess has a plan for you". I don't know which is right, but kind of
think maybe both are.
This may be incredibly boring drivel, but it is what your post sparked in my
thoughts.
Interestingly enough, (laughing at myself) I had been pretty absent from
anger this week, and I had been watching what looked like other people's
anger in the posts.
I'm feeling some of my anger again at what I see as the higher chakra
judgementalism.
I'm way too suggestible. LOL
Karen
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