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Recieved: 2000/07/11 07:07
Subject: [K-list] Re: sex, joy, fear, peace
From: Divine Goddess
On 2000/07/11 07:07, Divine Goddess posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Karen,
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com, "huka9802:First huka9802:Last"
<huka9802ATnospame...> wrote:
> I enjoyed your "report" Sasse.
> I have no orgasmic experiences to report, (yet?) but I did have a
new
> sensation during meditation yesterday.
> Usually my head starts to go back and forth, with pleasant
sensations of
> energy waves.
> Yesterday, the base of the spine also had energy waves going
through it, so> I was feeling energy waves going from the base of
spine and the head, so my> whole torso was having waves. It felt
really good.
It does feel wonderful doesnt it?
> I hadn't meditated over the weekend, and on Sunday I was feeling
pretty bad> with a sore back and muscles aches from the K building
up. Of course, I was > too stubborn to just go meditate. I was
wondering if not meditating for two> days made the energy stronger
when I did meditate. Has anyone experimented> with doing that?
I am not much of a meditation expert. I had experimented with several
kinds...from mantra to following my breath to active meditation...but
basically I think i am just an all around contemplative person who
practices awareness all the time. Actually, I dont practice
contemplation anymore, it's just what happens all the time. Which is
great to have that happen normally all the time cause I am kinda lazy
to practice spiritual disciplines and have a busy full life. Anyway,
I think there should be no differentation in what is spirtual and
what is not. Sacred is in all my moments.
For me that means I would observe where the kundalini is and where it
wants to go and then make sure I can do what I can to clear a path
for it to move where it wants to go. Basically, I get myself out of
the way. Some may call that surrender. Sometimes I would just observe
it go where it wants.
When I was having the powerful orgasmic k experiences that was when I
was at my most empathic, psychic, etc. Siddhi rich experiences. That
was when info would be revealed to me about the workings of the
universe, past lives...cosmic visions. It was also when the most
cleansing happened in my body.
now, i have different types of ecstasy. the energy pouring out of my
heart is so exquisite, the beauty of it sometimes causes me pain and
tears to come. now, isnt that weird? It's also more easily shareable.
In other words I can ask people to link with me and they get a little
bliss ride too. I get the shivers just thinking about it.
I think if you just sit quietly with attention on k, it flows, even
if you miss your regular meditation. A lot of times it flows without
your attention...ha!...and boy can there be surprises then.
love,
Susan
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