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Recieved: 2000/07/07 09:53
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Love the Enemy
From: Robert Weil
On 2000/07/07 09:53, Robert Weil posted thus to the K-list:
At 09:03 AM 7/7/00 -0700, you wrote:
>Dear Karen and others on this thread,
>I did not follow this thread at all, but then the following caught my eye:
>
>Karen I think wrote:
>> What interested me most was what you wrote about psychopaths, and the one
>who tried to pass as multiple personality, then gave a rehearsed spontaneous
>heartfelt speech. These are scary people, because they can look completely
>emotional and remorseful, but it's only an act. I dated a psychopath once;
>well, at least once, but this one guy was a clear-cut case of a psychopath,
>with the criminal history (I found out later) to prove it. Several months
>later I was in the library looking up a book; it wasn't there, but another
>one caught my eye; it was on psychopaths (coincidence? I think not).
>> It was a very interesting and informative book. Most psychopaths aren't
>actually murderers, but they do cause pain in the lives of everyone around
>them, especially family and friends.
>
>I am fully aware of the danger of psychopathic behaviour etc, .... but...
>And here I don't really know full well yet what to say, have actually no
>time to get deeply into this... but please... do not condemn... please do
>not...
>I meet a lot of psychopaths (passed on) in the 'afterworld'. As some of you
>know I participate in a lot of work that is being done 'there', what used to
>be called hell or purgatory... We (we?) found a way to get them released
>from the fallacy of eternal damnation...how it works and what I am in this
>when I say *I* I do not know... but please do not condemn... there are ways
>to help.
Fascinating, Wim, you show me again that hope is a fact.
I dreamt a few months ago (while going through some of my own purgatory)
that I was a Jack the Ripper type person. I was inside this being, and
walking down a street somewhere. What shook me was the implacable state of
mind I was in. It was fundamentally that of someone who fully believes that
life is one of "do before you are done to", one of survival, living by
one's wits. There was an anger there, underneath that, a cold emotionless
defence against the sheer threat of vulnerability. And under *that*, there
was the tortured pain of a childlike trust utterly destroyed by something,
some experience that had tipped the scale into this survival machine.
It was not possible to trust or believe anyone's good intentions. nor did I
want to. I seemed only to want to get them before they got me, hurt me some
way. The loneliness was just a fact in the mindset: "I" was not looking for
open sharing, after all. In this dream, it seemed that women were the more
hated/distrusted sex, but not by much. I wasn't bothered in being charming
except for achieving my aims, and I was fairly emotionless. After all, I
did not want anyone knowing my feelings... I was an armoured vehicle, in
control, except for this background ice of anger that filled my path.
I think the dream was a learning: I think I needed to understand something
going on around me and within me. I was in so much pain, and the dream
showed me the end result of going down one particular path in response to
the pain. It was perfectly possible for me to step over a line, after which
everything would change, perhaps forever.
I'm glad I could accommodate more than one sense of "reality". It was weird
to feel myself *as* that person. And it made me realise I (as I believe we
all do) have the capability to become this alienated.
Thanks so much for the post.
Take care,
Love,
Rob
>There is a lot of Christ consciousness working at that problem right now...
>I went through forty days of extreme testing after 960 days of successful K
>processing... If I would have failed that testing I would have been a
>psychopath as well... Jesus went through that as well... The Buddha (Gautama
>Siddhart) the same, I have talked to him about that...
>Kundalites can easily go through that test if you know what to do (the
>Buddha set-up the lower vehicle for that)... BTW, those forty days in the
>desert are optional... so do not be afraid... it is not an obligation... has
>to do with one's later function...
>This subject is very sensitive, I wrote about it before a bit... not sure
>how far we should go with it this time...
>No matter what... Vishnu, Buddha, Christ, Krishna will get you through
>it....
>
>Love,
>Wim
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