To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/07/05 17:15
Subject: Re: [K-list] Moving Out
From: Anastasia Maxwell
On 2000/07/05 17:15, Anastasia Maxwell posted thus to the K-list:
Dear El,
When I first joined this list which was not so long ago you wrote to me and
said, "I'm glad you found your way to our list. I really like your
attitude. Thanks for sharing your insights with us."
Could I still contact you and share?
A few weeks I was driving and I felt a little funny. Within the next few
moments the strangest thing happened. Something grabbed my steering wheel
and pulled me back into the correct lane. It;s a good thing..I was head on
and just about ten feet from having a head on.
I wound up in the hospital..I had a stroke. All I could think about was
getting back online to see what this group was up to.
An ornery bunch they can be. Before I spoke up in this group I just sat
back and watched. I started to have visions while reading some of the
posts. The one that really got me was when Wims came back at a woman with
"Save Yourself Before You Save The World" I couldn't stop laughing because
I saw him as a Puritan with a big white collar, black outfit, long bobbed
hair, a bible in front of him, standing on a pulpit, shaking his finger.
Quite full of himself. Surely one of his reincarnations must have been
during the witch trials and I wonder how many went to the gallows. But it's
only a vision..not a judgment.
We are not quite the Gods and Goddesses we want people to perceive us as.
Fact is we're human, with human feelings. Beings on the other side would
give anything to feel what we feel..for an instant..good or bad. I have a
problem. I feel others' pain, share others' thoughts, go where I should not
go, and say what I have to say.
From what I've read you're a pioneer. Maybe its the group consciousness
that makes you feel threatened. Everyone so far has been kind to me because
I haven't really started yet..you leave now you'll really miss the
fireworks. On the other hand a new group may be the solution.
And, I will end this with LOVE. Love is allowing what is, to just be what
it is...acceptance.
Love,
Ana
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