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Recieved: 2000/07/05 10:44
Subject: Re: [K-list] El and Crow or is it Raven? Attacks
From: Melissa P

snips..lesley wrote..

>I know that when I started what I call
>Path work, my emotional numbness was so entrenched
>that it took an incredible upheaval in my life to get
>me in touch with my emotions again. And I´m still
>working on getting at and releasing embedded fear and
>anger that sometimes surfaces only because I encounter
>a situation so painful to me that I, who really
>dislike angry confrontation of any kind, am forced to
>fight back. And I see some of that happening here in
>the flames.
>But I feel it would be a good to give someone who is
>getting flamed past endurance a safe passage so that
>the person could stay to fight another day, as it
>were.
>Love, Lesley

i do like lesley's idea. as i stated earlier..i would have never guessed El
would flee...i still don't believe she was attacked any more than she's done
to others in the past, but who knew?

should we have to have a safe word here? i don't know...would it have helped
in this situation..? who knows.

i mean...if we can't take it, then maybe we shouldn't dish it out?

i have about 5 unsent unfinished drafts of responses to some different posts
here in the last month. fine, maybe i'm chicken..but i held off my
expression of feelings...i didn't want to be the pin that broke the camel's
back..in my own mind...that is. and wierdly enough..it happened anyway.

kath and jag, both women i admire and
like...merely stated something to El that i had thought to myself many
times. and not unkindly....

maybe the whole thing was invetiable, El needing a break. seeing both jag
and kath voice reactions or thoughts so similar to my own was a bit of a
relief...yet, i had expectations that El would rise above and make sense of
it all in some grand comic fashion instead of turning tail....

oh well. kath, it's not your fault...i feel you blaming yourself a
bit..but..it's really not...:)

melissa ga

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