To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/06/21 00:14
Subject: Re: [K-list] Mia beware........LOLOL
From: Lynda
On 2000/06/21 00:14, Lynda posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Wim,
I became aware of my heart pounding in my chest as I read your reply to New
Searcher, so I guess your words have brought up stuff for me that I need to
deal with, so I'm writing this 'spur of the moment' like. ( so might be a
little incoherent )
As I read I found myself spluttering, whatting! and 'get real' ing. Then I
started to say to my self, Justice weighs all things in the balance, and
waits till the arguements ended, 'cos then there's no need for a sentence,
all her judgements are suspended. Trying to 'step back' from the feeling,
that I just ( interesting phrase) wanted to express anger and shout
poppycock!
I got up and had a pace about my living room, and some of the words you had
written felt like they had come walking with me, they were -
... Rejection is of course not a factual thing as nobody get really
> annihilated when rejected...
And what came to my mind was - you try explaining that to a new born baby -
when we are very young, rejection is a very 'factual thing'. Here in the UK,
every day you can find some report of a child dying, often in horrendous
circumstances, basically because they had been 'rejected' .
I want to pound on the doors of what seems to me to be the 'ivory tower'
your words are comming from, but I have the feeling that I'll just hurt my
hands and it won't make any difference, praps I'd better roll up some
newspaper instead.
I realise that what I'm writing is more about me than you or any other
person, and that I'm probably trying to over come my own childhood
'training'
to be seen and not heard.
imho - what much of what you've written is just so much tosh, and that makes
it hard for me to grasp the rest.
And thank you for the opportuniy to find out that I do have an opinion.
Lynda
A circle is the longest distance to the same point - Tom Stoppard.
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