To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/06/18 23:01
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Welcome to Kundalini-Gateway
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/06/18 23:01, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 07:17 AM 6/19/00 +0700, IGPB Paramajaya wrote:
>Dear Jerry,
>
>Thank you for your question. It is my Tummo Rei Ki master who was giving me
>Tummo Rei Ki attunement distantly from Perth Australia. His name is
>Irmansyah Effendi, still 34 years old but his Kundalini process is amazing.
Oh, it's Irman!! He was a K-list member from way back.. :) Glad to
hear he is doing well..!! Here is one of his early posts..
>Date: Mon, 27 Oct 1997 20:52:57 -0700
>To: 1:Kundalini
>From: Irmansyah <ieffendiATnospamprima.net.id> (by way of Mystress Angelique
Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
>Subject: HELP (Getting nut !)
>
>Dear everyone:
>
>I have been on the list since May 1997 because I need desparate helps
>for my pain. I did get a lot of help. I posted some questions, but
>most of the time I try to just listen, because I have very limited
>spiritual background. However, I do think that I need to ask questions,
>because I am getting NUT !
>
>How do I get nut?........Let see...... In June 1997, Gloria, Tom, and
>Mystress told me to centre on my heart. I did not know what it
>meant....:) So, I simply tried to bless more and spray light from my
>heart :). Lately, the following have been occuring to me:
>
>1. There is a tendency that my attention (and my eyes???) drawn to my
>heart chakra. It is like I am too lazy to recognize those around me.
>Being in the heart is soooooo...... (don't know the term...nice???).
>
>2. That makes me confused. Because when I close my eyes and try to see
>my .... aura, entity, or self ???. I think that the border is
>......far, far. I say that I am nut because I feel like seeing stars
>and planets when I try to find my outer border of whatever........ And
>the idea (from my reading from the posts) to concentrate on the Self
>that suppose to be in the heart chakra makes me confused,too. Because
>when I close my eyes, I will say that the think that is so big is
>me...., so everybody in me...and I am in everybody. So, should I
>concentrate on the Self in the heart chakra or the whole self that is so
>big, and in just one light ???
>
>3. Few months ago, the centre of my head vibrate everyday. I was so
>excited thinking that my rudra knot was piercing. Well, I heard the
>noise, the heat, melting feeling, etc,etc. However, feeling the same
>things for months without seeing any REAL improvement makes me tired of
>thinking about my rudra knot. But, in the last 3 days, all parts of my
>head vibrate so hard. Even my ears also vibrate as if they are placed
>against a vibrator.
>
>Would someone please tell me more details. Well, I know that number 3
>is a part of the cleansing. But, please tell me something more detail.
>To someone in Indonesia where there is no local help.
>
>With love and light,
>
>Irman
>
> ***************
>
> Irman, you are so beautiful!!
> Everything is happening exactly as it should!
> You have heard us say, everything that is outside of you, is inside of
you.. now you can feel the truth of it! What you feel is true! The entire
universe, is inside your vast and starry being. In your heart.
> You worry that you are looking inside, and ignoring outside.. stop
worrying: They are the same thing! The view from the inside, tho.. is
Spirit's viewpoint.. everthing filtered thru the rosy lens of the love of
All That Is.
> That's the way it is with cosmic truths.. there are words to desribe
them, that don't seem to make any sense, until the truth is FELT! But then
you try to bring that Huge Felt Truth down into little feeble words, and
you look at it, and it looks crazy.
> The vibration is just phenomena.. your body evolving.. information
incoming.. if it gets really annoying, ask your heart chakra to make it
quieter.
> In addition to your heart meditation, instead of thinking something
needs to be "pierced", (ouch!) imagine that you have a halo of light around
your head, like in the pictures of holy persons. Contemplate it with love
and gratitude, as you do with your heart chakra.
> Wonderful to hear from you, again.. Welcome Back!
> Blessings, Mystress.
>His Kundalini essence (not the fire) is reaching his Crown Chakra since
>several years back, which is usualy symbolized by the unity of Shakti and
>Shiva in Indian literature. His Kundalini fire is not red anyomore but
>already blue because his Kundalini essence is moving up from the Perineum
>to Crown Chakra.
He used to call me "the trainer"... :) You might want to ask him where
he learned this process.. and tell him hello from Angelique..
Blessings..
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