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Recieved: 2000/06/05 16:53
Subject: [K-list] divine surprises
From: meeradji
On 2000/06/05 16:53, meeradji posted thus to the K-list:
Divine surprises in my life are part of the everyday routine, but also in the big picture. My guidance quite often ran absolutely against everything i had planned and imagined. The "surprise " for me is that i' m told by my inner guides how things will be and will happen and then i look at two versions of my life, the one i have planned on doing and the one i'm told will happen. One of the " biggies" was the story of my daughter deciding she needs a certain couple as parents. When she was 3 she told me, it was a lot of work to get me and her father together.......LOLOL
to make a long story short.....i met him and i knew at once i have something important to do with him. He lived in another country, so we only met for weekends every second month or so. We made plans to get married and move together and after one of these weekends we were at the main station waiting for the train to depart to bring me back home. I was already in the train standing at the open window, talking to my boyfriend about meeting soon again and marrying and staying together when i heard loud and clearly inside:<< that what this man was necessary for is done now. The relationship is over. >>
This message was against everything i felt and had planned and could imagine and i had no clue what it meant. WHAT is done? WHAT was necessary?
I came home into the old farmhouse i still shared with my former partner. We had separated half a year ago , but were still good friends. He looked at me, started crying and told me: " you are pregnant and this is my child in your tummy and i want to raise it. "
it's not that i just "accepted" the nice surprises Goddess held for me. I tried to fight for my love and for what i thought would be what i want. But it didn't work out and everything happened exactly as i was told on this sunday....
and yes, my daughter grew up with my friend and his new family. It's really HIS daughter.....you wouldn't believe it if you would see them together, see how much they share... everybody would think, she inherited it from him.......ROFL
love
mia
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