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Recieved: 2000/06/05 14:56
Subject: [K-list] the Divine Beloved (Was: Manifesting Life Beyond Sorro
From: percyval

From: Melissa P <euph77ATnospammrstoast.com>
> V..have you run into the concept of the Divine Beloved? (he isn't outside,
> he's inside of us)...
> i am afraid i dont quite have the words to give this proper
> explanation...but its something i had read about for a few years on this
> list and simply did NOT pay attention to. now, i do have a man in my life
> and its pretty balanced and healthy, but i did have some moments lately
> where i was feeling very out of control and needy and i was *re*
introduced
> to my divine beloved. its pretty huge if you are feeling overly "needy"
> and driven a little out of your gourd with emotions.

Melissa and V, i definitely second this emotion... it is such excellent
advice!

my own neediness frequently felt unbearable from being so deeply in love
with Mystress Angelique... her attention and love is spread around to so
many people, and she was not "in love" with me in the way that i desired...
this often left me feeling frustration, unfulfillment and pain (and not the
good pain...*grin*)

in the last year, i found my own inner Divine Beloved, and am now having the
most beautiful and satisfying love affair with her... my neediness and pain
of unfulfillment has evaporated... and this love affair with my Divine
Beloved still leaves room for wonderful love affairs outside of myself...
actually, the magic of this inner love seems to attract even more love from
the outside than i could have ever imagined before this had happened...

i am so grateful to Mystress Angelique Serpent for so wisely teaching me and
leading me here... and i am still so deeply in love with Mystress, even more
than before... but i have outgrown my need for her... yet still, i remain
her faithful slave, steadfast in my love and devotion...

warmly,

percyval

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