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Recieved: 2000/06/02 19:46
Subject: Re: [K-list] Unconditional love bombs.
From: CJ
On 2000/06/02 19:46, CJ posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
> Why do you want to know? Is there somebody you want to blow up?
Hmmmm, ;) There is a high maintenance person I was thinking of. Someone I
wish would reap what he sows sooner than later. It's a high stress
situation for me, and hard to know if the ways I deal with his manipulations
are in the best interest of those involved. I've surrendered it all to
Goddess - but I forget sometimes, and end up going through the mental
processes of how *I* can effect change. When I do finally remember that
it's not mine anymore, the stress level lightens and I calm down somewhat.
>
> I will expand on it, but I'm not going to tell you how to do it. That
> would fall into the category of "giving a child a chainsaw".. No offense
> intended, but Goddess will teach you Herself, when She feels you are
ready.
>
That's cool - I've heard of sending love bombs - to get people to respond in
positive ways. More wishful thinking than anything else, probably.
> What's it for?
Talk about a rock and a hard place! :)
> If you were already pretty clear, you would survive it..
> I survived the worst Chinese curse, ( I oughta get a T-shirt printed,
or
> something.. LOL!!) I used it on myself, in January. I had already been a
> "dead woman" for 18 months, so what the heck? It was not fun, and I don't
> recommend it to anyone.
How would I know how clear I am?
btw, I was 'dead' also, a few years ago...
> To a certain extent, that happens with anybody's Shakti-field. Many
> Kundalites have experienced how some folks take a spontaneous dislike to
> them while others draw closer. Shakti feels good in proportion to your
> willingness to grow. If you carry a strong Shakti-field, and spend time
> around folks who are not willing to grow, likely they will demonize you..
> the Shakti brings up their issues, and they blame you for how they feel.
> Many of us have experienced this.
Yes - I have noticed this; so many more people come at me with their
negative energy as opposed to positive energy. I've been aware for a long
time that I seem to reflect people's insecurities back to them. It's a rare
but refreshing treat to meet/interact with those who don't require this from
me. I didn't know it was my Shakti-field - that's exciting! :)
>
> The process of Kundalini is to bring up your Karma at a pace that you
> can handle.. things are triggered by the flow of Shakti at a rate which
you
> can surrender to.. integrate. "Goddess won't give you more than you can
> handle."
Then maybe I am 'awakening'. When I look back over the past 8-9 years, I
can apply many of the things discussed on this list to events, etc. that
happened but I couldn't define. I feel like there is something in my way -
it's what I describe as "blind ambiguity".
> Imagine, if instead of slow and steady, things started suddenly coming
> up faster than you could integrate..
It seems that way sometimes.
>
> Dan Winter can provide some links that explain exactly how the effect
> works, better than I can.
Thanks for the reference.
> Blessings..
Thanks for being there.
Peace,
cj
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