To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/05/31 19:58
Subject: Re: [K-list] bliss
From: Sherry
On 2000/05/31 19:58, Sherry posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 5/31/2000 4:34:21 PM Eastern Daylight Time,
lightrenegadeATnospamtelisphere.com writes:
<< In 1993 my boyfriend called me back as I was leaving the room. When I
turned and looked into his eyes, they did something strange, like the pupils
moving rapidly or maybe his eyes turned to liquid and were rippling...I don't
know how to describe it any better. That was the first time ever that I felt
the electric energy go through me.
>>
Was he doing anything deliberate? Was he aware of anything happening at this
time? Was he in a particular state of mind (loving, energetic,etc.)?
I really don't know where he was coming from. It was deliberate that he called me back and then did not say anything, just looked at me. The fact of the matter is that he was doing a lot of crank (methamphetamine) and was incoherent quite a bit of this time period. It was that drug that sent him deeper and deeper into another place that was not good. I fled with the bare essentials and most important belongings and became homeless for two years after that. I had a few months of craziness and then gradually began to cope with and understand what was happening to me. He has never come back to our reality completely since then. The last I heard of him from a mutual friend is that he was living under the Capitol Expressway in San Jose, CA.
My son tells me that this man really, really loved me. His behavior did not say so to me but my son has never said that about any one else in my life. Who knows?
You can see why this made it more difficult to understand what was happening. Even now, it is still not clear what happened that day.
At first it did not go through my whole body. Just to the navel area. I was sitting in a diner of a small town when the "town crazy" came up to me and said "It's supposed to go all the way to your head." and walked away. I followed him and asked him why he said that to me. He said "I could see your aura." He talks all around things and talks in riddles so it was difficult to get more out of him. Even so, he taught me much.
So much more has happened since then, I could fill volumes with stories of the events. (I actually am doing that!) But enough said now.
I also find it very interesting. Thank's for asking. I know I have my own answers but do appreciate the reminders necessary to pull them out.
Love and Light,
Sherry
May we all anchor the chord of light on this planet. May we all be part of the solution, not part of the problem. May we all be one. The key is love.
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