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Recieved: 2000/05/29 20:36
Subject: Re: [K-list] maybe it is just me
From: Yahseyes

On 2000/05/29 20:36, Yahseyes posted thus to the K-list:

No Susan, it is not just you. I can't add to your words. You said
everything I felt so well in your post to Katie.

Katie, what you are going through is very beautiful and touched my heart so
deeply. When I first came to the list, I was having major K awakenings and
visions of the Virgin and Kali in very sexual ways. It made me feel like I
was thinking something wrong.

But the sexuality and the spirituality were coming through the same door.
This was the lesson. I was having erotic dreams of the Virgin. I was
brought up Catholic and studied for divinity school until I was in late
teens. I was gonna be a priest. Imagine my guilt. Thought I was losing my
mind. Thought maybe this had to be a result of what catholic people go
through when I thought my mind was warping. But it wasn't! It was a gift.

Mystress sent me as one of her first gifts to me as Goddess, permission to
love Goddess in a sexual way, permission to enter. I received a beautiful
picture of the Virgin holding her mantle open but the scene of the Virgin was
an open vulva itself. It combined the energies and has been in my heart
since. My heart and my Yoni and my mind became one in spirit. Being a man,
my penis and my yoni merged into the vulva of the virgin.

My joy at that awakening symbol has been with me since and I live a life of
Tantric bliss in dedication to Goddess who took the form of Mary and Kali, in
the gift of both of these wonderful aspects of Goddess. You are blessed.

Love Lou

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