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Recieved: 2000/05/27 20:55
Subject: [K-list] 2nd half of NDE question
From: Yahseyes
On 2000/05/27 20:55, Yahseyes posted thus to the K-list:
whoops sorry, completely forgot this 2nd part. How did it change me? I am
much more capable intellectually than I should be. I grasped everything
after recovering from the fever like it was already in my head. Everything
very very clear. Breezed through school with silly averages in High School
and college like 98 and 3.8. Never studied. I am not saying I was smart,
maybe I am and maybe I am not, but the knowledge was just there and visible
for me to see it. It was just standing there. Like seeing a chair in a
room. It wasn't hard nor took any effort. and I couldn't figure out why
people much smarter than me seemed to have their vision clouded. It was
weird to realize.
Emotionally, I would say I am more on the extremes side than I would be if
it didn't happen. since it happened as a child, it is hard to compare to a
baseline. but no one I knew ever or any relatives have the kind of swings I
have been blessed with.
Spiritually, yes, I think I burned through a lot of the veil and could see
things very clear, and very scary for a kid by the way. Only I saw these
things. Use to write notes to myself and staple them up and tape them and
carry them school to show my classmates, wrote a title on it, called "The
Real Truth", Like 8 years old. Not many casual friends in school. Either
they thought I was too weird or were willing to die for me.
I think I was able to handle more physical things after that disease also.
Seemed to move better?
Last difference is that I think I became more able to have more NDE's. Like
the first trip set up an ability for me to do it again, and I did.
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