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Recieved: 2000/05/25 07:32
Subject: Re: [K-list] More Post It
From: Jasper
On 2000/05/25 07:32, Jasper posted thus to the K-list:
Lynda wrote:
>
> Thank-you for the encouragement Jasper.
You're welcome Lynda. I give it a go to explain.
> This dream just doesn't seem to want to move on yet so I guess I need to be brave enough to share it all. Some of it I can recognise as personal to me but - who knows?
The overall impression i get from this dream is that it describes your
entire Kundalini history: from the moment you embarked till a little bit
in the future.
No wonder you are a bit uncomfortable; laying out your life.
I find it is a beautiful symbolism/live. wow!
> A group are gathered, one of them is me, in a coast guard station. We are waiting to hear if we are needed to put out to sea, a man to my left is on the phone to the rescue operation co-ordination centre.I'm having trouble putting my shoes back on because on the way my feet got wet and my socks keep getting wrinkled up each time I try to do my shoes up. Some one asks me what's wrong and I say 'at the moment I'd give anything for dry socks.' (The socks are black, the shoes are white.)
You are preparing to embark. It is not completely your own intent, you
join a group and go along. A healing where some emotional things can be
released
(wet dark socks) before the white shoes can be put on. Angel wings.
> Then I'm boarding a train to get to the central station and the train is going a strange weaving route and steeply down hill.
The journey is starting. A group is accomanying you.
> The next part of the journey is by car and I turn into the car park and there are queues of people waiting to be shown where to park but my car goes past them, very fast, and speeds along. I panic as I realise the driver's seat is empty- there's no one driving. But the car seems to know where it's going, it's heading over ridiculously bumpy terraine, but it seems OK and I start to relax,
It has become your own journey. The car with no driver but knowd where
to go is a common symbol in Kundalini. It is a bumpy ride, but as soon
as you relax (surrender) the trip becomes more quiet. Beautiful!
> eventually coming to a deserted street that no one uses because the state of the road is so bad I suppose. I come to a halt outside an old church and park the car. My vehicle changes into a strange looking 'bike' (sort of like a uni-cycle.) I continue walking to the central train station carrying my 'bike', hoping I'll be able to leave it there.
You leave the earth plane. By surrendering you let the Earth energy push
you up
(riding the 'unicycle'). Like a rocket that balances upon it
flame-outlet and is being pushed up. Entering the spiritual plane.
Transcended. more Enlightened
> When I arrive it's a bit like the place I spent the weekend that capapulted me to stange places ( the place was called Orthona) it seeems like people from there are about. They are discussing and are excited about a discovery, written on a piece of paper about what Jesus meant, and I understand something about apparent shifts in the nature of reality, space and time happening in response to need. A man behind me hugs me, every one is very joyous, but as I try to explain my understandings i realise he's not listening to me, he's talking over me and I begin to dislike the hug and he moves to my left and carrys on talking and not listening.
Angels explaining how 'it all work' and weloming you. And it is a bit
difficult for you to accept. Not completely ready. This is the stage you
are in now.
> I'm in a room I've been given to stay in, getting reday to go down to dinner. I go into the toilet and I'm sitting there and I notice what looks like a folded up post it to my left and I open it up. I've already told you what was written on it. Then this presence appears which I know is Jesus ( and the first time I encounter him I'm sitting on the toilet??? - I don't know whether to laugh or cry)
Meeting your divine beloved, while you get rid of the things that are no
longer of use to you. We/They gave you this image to hope you can laugh
about it: while dumping your shit and being covered/hidden in the
toilet, releasing more crap/karma AND THEN your Divine Beloved comes to
you in love. There is no need to feel embarassed. It is a beautiful
symbol. Sacred Marriage.
> I remember telling him how much I like the word vaugue
Reminding you of the portal to Nothing/Void/Freedom. Also gauge(theory)
pops up. A theory which is used in Quantum ChromoDynamics (trying to
decribe the world).
> and he explains to me (not in words- so I'm struggling with this) that at times of direst need, it was like a 'woman' got in the way for him while he left. But only in respose to enourmous need.
Remembering you when being in great need to surrender and ask guidance
from your Divine Beloved instead of hiding behind walls, the toilet
(your fears). Asking you to Have faith
> He also explained that the piece of paper was meant for another but I happened to turn up.
> As I open up the piece of paper it becomes huge. I realise there is a letter on the back, for someone else and i feel very uncomfortable about reading somebody else's mail. It says something about 'the temptations' of marriage in the city(???)and the back turns into a maroon velvet picture over the words. I take it back into my room and I try to fold it up again so I can put it back for whoever it was meant for. I try and try for ages until I realise it is not possible because it has grown too large. I have to give up. I've spent so much time I've probably missed dinner and it's now half past ten.
Coming back to Earth, to chop wood/carry water ;) You got info for
someone else and your resisting the message. Hence it becomes huge.
Resisting makes it bigger. You say you give up. Close to give it up.
Surrendering to what is giving to you.
> I look in the bottom of the wardrobe and I can't beleive how many pairs of shoes I've brought with me, thinking for such a short trip, one or at least two would have been enough. It kooks like every pair I've ever owned are there. I try a grey pair but they have heels and look really silly with black socks so I take the socks off, but still they are not comfortable.( I hate heels) I'm sitting there thinking none of them are really suitable for going down stairs in, when I wake up.
wow. You realize all the angel wings you were given and one of them
started the trip for you. During your life you see all the care there
was for you, all the love and guidance and caring which is for you.
Offered to you to help you.
Jesus/Divine Beloved trying to reach you.
The black socks are no longer suiting. You wore them out. No need for
high heels, you know you have been 'up' there. Coming back to earth.
> If any one can help me understand this lot, I'd be very grateful.
Blessings, you are beautiful!
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