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Recieved: 2000/05/23 14:35
Subject: Re: [K-list] surrender
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/05/23 14:35, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
This post is so full of contradictory ideas I needed a few days to sort
them into words.. no offense intended..
At 05:39 AM 5/21/00 -0700, meeradjiATnospamhome.com wrote:
> Being on spiritual healing lists for many years i
>experienced that healing energy can be "stored".
Any kind of energy can be stored, and is most often stored
accidentally. Psychometry uses stored impressions to gather information.
The cloud of grief over auschwitz is another example ot "stored" energy..
so is the ego, itself. Energy which is held onto instead of flowing thru,
stagnates and turns into blockages.
>Each time the members were in meditation sending healing, they would
>send part of it into a "pool" and everybody coming to the list for
>healing would at first automatically get "fed" from the pool. Very often
>people reported they already felt relief before their posting actually
>was visible on the screen. I wonder whether this system works with a
>pool of "surrender" too........
Uh.. where 2 or more are gathered.. Was the energy stored in a pool,
or was the group tapping into a river? Wherever there are people gathered
in Goddess name, it creates access to a higher vibration that is felt by
new people joining in the egregore. It is not so much about storage, as it
is about how familiarity creates greater unity, and access to more energy.
Certainly it is possible to store energy, any kind of blessing will do
that, so will a curse... but the polarity is, that believing in the need
for storage is scarcity consciousness, not trusting Goddess to provide for
your energy needs, in the moment.... which is the opposite of surrender.
Wanting to control the energy for storage is the opposite of trusting
"Goddess has it handled", which is surrender.
Going further, I would direct you to Wilhelm Reich's experiements in
collecting, storing and using orgone energy (=prana, chi), including
invention of a "cloudbuster" that could create or disperse rain clouds..
and his later discoveries that orgone that is static turns into dark energy
he called "dor" that creates deserts.
The same effect, is in humans. Energy that is held static in the belief
structure of ego becomes a blockage. It can be seen as dark shadowy shapes,
in the energy body. Thus, to my vision, ego is not some mysterious thing,
it is a cleraly visible pattern/structure of trapped energy that must be
surrendered, released so that life energy can flow again. Lack of flowing
energy creates fear, dis-ease and old age.
A "pond" turns stagnant, energy needs to flow and circulate. So, in
creating a pond to take care of your energy needs, you are trapping the
limiting beliefs into a blockage... not surrendering them. Surrender is
aligning yourself with the flow of Divine Will.
A quote:
>Student b: When you use the cloudbuster it changes.... Does it change
what is negative back into positive or does it bring positive in from
someplace else so it isn't negative?
>
>Bill: Wow! I assume it does both. We know that DOR means that orgone
energy is stagnant. Once you get movement involved into an orgone stream,
the DOR changes to OR again.... In one way when you're operating the DOR
removal operation by getting things moving again, the DOR situation will
then become an OR situation. Now there's a puzzle.... The other question,
there's a puzzlement of which is related to do with the survival of this
planet. The fact.... We assume the orgone energy field around this planet
is slowly being killed by many things, and we also assume the assumption
that the orgone energy of this planet is somehow being supplied by new
energy from the greater ocean in some way.
>
read the rest of the article at:
http://www.orgone.org/articles/ax5aerbm.htm
It is a very interesting article, and includes a warning that a
cloudbuster can only be operated from a state of surrender, otherwise the
results can be disasterous.
>is surrender something you can "give" to somebody else for this person
>to use?
uh, I think you have it backwards. An infusion of energy, prana or
Shakti, breaks up blockages.. it's not that you are "giving surrender", so
much as the energy breaks up the debris that is not surrendered. If you
pull somebody into a higher vibration, the lower vibrations are
automatically left behind.. but like El said about how insights of peak
experiences are followed by crashes back to Earth, when they return to the
lower vibe, many of the blockages remain, until the insights are applied to
clear them, and they are released by free will choice to surrender.
>On the one hand surrender can be looked at as a quality the ego
>has to take and nobody can do that for you, but on the other hand,
Yes.
> So...... what do others think about that?
>and how about giving it a shot and see whether it works?
>warmly
>mia
Wel, I have done something similar, on many occasions, and what I have
found is that circulation and transformation is more effective, than
"storage". Like my rack: inside the rack is a much higher vibe that outside
of it, it can actually be felt, as a temperature change. However, the rack
is a transformer that transmutes blockages into light.. it is dynamic, not
static.
Similarly, the grounding site has a similar effect to the healing site
you mention, some folks have felt the shakti as soon as they clicked on the
link, before the page was even loaded.. but it is not static. It is
"charged" by my intentions, but upon completion it was also *surrendered*
to Divine Will, and it has it's own grounding cord..
My house spell also has it's own grounding cord. It is not a static
energy structure, it is dynamic, it flows, circulating Earth and sky
energy. The grounding excercise itself, is a visualization of flow. Of
connection to earth and sky energy.
I would suggest, that perhaps what you really want, as a tool to
accentuate surrender, is a few good crystals. Many crystals, like quartz,
act as energy transformers. Rainbow obsidian is good for grounding, as is
any other obsidian, but the rainbow holds the chakra colors.. rose quartz
is resonant with the heart chakra, amber is soothing for chaotic
emotions... the list goes on..
http://www.idiom.com/~lorraine/therapy.html
You don't realy need to charge crystals. Goddess already did.. altho some
of them like a sun or moon bath, to be refreshed. By thier fractal nature,
there is circulation of energy, and the potential for infinite storage.
They can also be used to store energy, quartz in particular, can be used
to store intentions, but it is best to ask the crystal permission before
using it. Crystals are sentient. They grow and change, like other living
things. Whe I do a crystal layout, I am in a state of surrender, and the
crystals themselves tell me how they need to be used.
If you have a quartz crystal that is willing to assist you, hold it in
both hands and speak your afirmations into it.. then put it in your left
pants pocket, and it will continue to retransmit the affirmation on a
vibratory frequency, to your nervous system.
I also like to use my Tibetan singing bowl.. it makes an OM that can be
felt in the bones, and aligns my body and everything within sound range to
it's vibration. Usually I continue to hear it for about an hour after
playing it, because my earbones are still vibrating.
With regards to your painful empathy: when I need to, I shield myself
with an upwards-flowing counterclockwise tornado effect on the outside of
my aura, that sucks the emotional energy coming from others up to Goddess
before it can affect me.
It has the effect that you describe wanting to create, with a pool, but
it is not storage: it is a flow of surrender set up to function autopilot.
Dynamic, not static.
The empathy itself is not the torment, it is the energy getting stuck
inside you that is painful. Increase the flow of energy going thru you, via
grounding and the stuff will flow thru you, instead of sticking... it will
become background noise like having the radio playing softly while you work.
Hope that helps... :) Blessings!
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