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Recieved: 2000/05/21 08:27
Subject: Re: [K-list] Surrendering
From: Catalin Nimitan
On 2000/05/21 08:27, Catalin Nimitan posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Kaura,
your email and the topic itself were appealing to me so I will give you
my 2 pennies about my way of surrendering.
All I can talk about is the "1 hour surrender" but as someone said, one
first learns to crawl before running... LOL
Surrendering is setting yourself in harmony with the universe.
It feels good: my lower abdomen relaxes, the breathe flows evenly, I
start feeling energy in my body, the heart chakra opens.
I don't use will (I don't know too much about will), i use Love and the
memories of that gorgeous feeling of peace when everything you see is
beautiful and you are in peace.
Observing how everything is flowing and developing around you is of most
importance for surrendering.
I read a little bit about Taoism and their approach on surrendering
really appeals to me.
Not judging and disconnecting from the rational or logical mind for a
while also helps.
Some of Angelique's latest posts are great about surrendering. You can
browse them in the K archive.
Happy surrendering
and thank you about reminding about surrender,
Catalin
Kaura puckett wrote:
>
> All of the recent posts are tying in to my personal
> experiences lately.
> It starts with the surrender stuff. I've been working
> really, really hard to exert my will to surrender.
> (Thats only half joking...)
> And I've been really, really frustrated. And agitated.
> And unhappy. And clueless.
> So 2 days ago, driving home from work, I just put it
> out there, to the universe, or Goddess, or source, or
> whatever, to "HELP!", and took the rest of the night
> off to experience one of my favorite escapist
> past-times-- Movies.
> I am still in awe.
> The movie concisely addressed all the Power/Surrender
> issues I've been trying to deal with for months! I
> haven't been surrendering at all, I've just been going
> through the motions hoping everything would get
> better now that I demonstrated my willingness to "go
> with the flow!"
> I realized while watching the movie that for me to
> really surrender, I have to go one step further. I
> need to embrace my situation and pain and discomfort
> and anger. My evil side, too. For more than just a
> day...
> "Gee, I think I've heard this somewhere else,
> too,--and why is there this dent in my head the size
> of a 2 by 4?"
> Kaura
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