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Recieved: 2000/05/20 03:43
Subject: Re: [K-list] Greatly Appreciated!
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/05/20 03:43, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 11:18 PM 5/19/00 -0400, Sheila A. Fabi wrote:
>> Morgana Wyze. http://www.best.com/~morgana/index.html
>
>> Thank you for sending me to this Web Page. As I was reading I felt that
this
>> could be me.
Yes. I recognised her story, in you. She is also a teacher, she could
teach you to heal, if she feels that you would be a good student for her. I
learn from her, everytime she works on me. I asked her to teach me to do
what she does, but she declined.
She said that we had different talents. I don't have a lot of flashy
telekinetic powers, and my ability to heal physical illnesses is slow and
steady, rather than colorful and miraculous. You will become a much better
physical healer than I am.
My talent is negotiator, which she described as, taking people to the
bad places and showing them that it is not so bad, and to the good places
and showing that they are within reach. Negotiating perceptions.
Which I have done, with you, in taking your "curse" of uncontrolled
telekiness and explaining to you that it is actually a huge gift that is
not completely manifested, yet. I was the one who mentioned that your cat
might enjoy sleeping on your head because Shakti is healing. I did my bit,
spoke the words I was given, Goddess did the rest. She inspired you to lay
your hot healer hands on your cat, so She could show you what it's like to
be a vessel. Where your talents really lie. Before that, I think I talked
(scolded) you out of taking a fork in the road that led down a twisty new
age path of merkabas and threats of doom... that road is not for you.
Goddess has given you bigger talents, than that.
Essentially, what I am really good, at, is persuasion. The Shakti I
channel tends to take the form of mental and emotional healings, better and
faster than it works on physical illness. I am good at chanelling the words
people need to hear, to let go of their ego-attachments and surrender to
Divine Will. When they do that, there is often a side effect of health
improving because the root causes of illness have been surrendered.. but it
tends to be much slower than the psychic surgery some folks do.
Really, I persuade people to heal themselves.
I talk people thru rituals, and I lead them with words to explore
different ideas... I teach and tease, I scold them and embarass them,
sometimes.. whatever I am moved to do. It's not usually a decision I make,
it just flows thru me.. and I am surprised sometimes at what words come
out, and how they affect people!
>I did something last week after someone mentioned that the K. was
healing. I
>guess everyone knows about my dying cat (Oscar is his name).<..> I placed
my hot hands on him, one on his head and the other at the base of his
spine. In my mind's eye I saw a golden fluid light come out from my right
hand down his spine and into my left hand. <...> Bright pink light from my
heart center erupted and spread out into my body and I started to cry
uncontrollably. >>>>
You did that exactly right!
Surrendering the results to Goddess before you started. Golden light is
power chakra energy, surrender to Divine Will.
Making a circut from one hand to the other. right to left. Putting the
cat in the middle.
And you noticed, what I mentioned, below.. you did not control the
energy, you surrendered to letting it work thru you. It used you as a
vessel, and did it's own thing. That is Shakti at work. It is intelligent
energy, it knows what to do, you just have to surrender and let it flow
thru you. Goddess has it handled.
She opened your heart as a side effect of healing your cat..:) That is
the meaning, "What you put out comes back multiplied". You surrendered and
allowed the golden light to flow thru you, gave it to your cat, and got
back an explosion of pink light that was your reward.
Well done!
As for the tears... let them fall. They are a response to great beauty.
The beauty of being a vessel for healing just IS. It is boundless and
unquantifiable. Like when Augustin asked me what was the beauty in the
healing work of the chat session.. I could not express it very well... but
cascading beauty is part of the healer's work, one of the enormous
benefits that makes it the "only game in town", for me. Once you have
tasted the beauty that is a side effect of being a vessel, there are no
other career plans or activities that can compare.
>I'm not saying he's healed, I don't know that but he's better! It's a
miracle.
Why should he not be healed? Goddess can arrange a big miracle as easily
as a small one. You certainly needed a miracle, with all you've been thru.
You have been given a huge talent, that is not fully manifested yet, and
you needed to have something miraculous and positive to hang onto when the
shit is flying.
The intensity of energy that knocks down clocks will be a huge gift to
the world, as healing power, once your body and mind have adjusted to
handling it. The energy needs an outlet, direct it towards healing and the
wayward telekinesis will fade away..
Go read the comments on Danwinter's website about the heart <grail>
vibration and how cancer cannot survive it. The power of love is not to be
underestimated!
Blessings!
The dreamer, seeks to run from fear.. but that is as useless as trying to
outrun your shadow.
The Litany against Fear, from "Dune":
"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain." ~Frank Herbert.
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