To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/05/18 23:34
Subject: [K-list] Chat
From: Mario Floryn
On 2000/05/18 23:34, Mario Floryn posted thus to the K-list:
Hello everybody,
First of all, thank you Mystress for yesterday´s chat. It was warm and revealing.
You are one marvelous woman. (cheering from the background choir:-). Anyway, I
told Mystress about the day I addressed Goddess (I was 24 back then) and asked
her if I could help in anyway to take away some pain of humanity. Mystress
replied “Now why do you think Goddess needs your assistance”, and she was right.
What was I thinking at that time ? What seemed as a loving and compassionate
proposal turns out to be a very egocentric way of looking at creation and
Goddess. I didn´t know of Surrender in 1994 and I wished somebody would have told
me back then because I leave 5 years of intense suffering behind. All due to me
resisting the energy. Some of you have read parts of my suffering-story so I wont
repeat it (I get bored with it more and more :-). Those who´ve been there now
what I´m talking about. But then again, here I am at the k-list and I´m feeling
happy about it. Especially when guidance is provided by people as Mystress and
some others of whom I feel their love is pure and their effort is sincere. Enough
awards given, let´s get on with the chat. (I have a tendency to deviate from
given subjects… Mystress knows :-). So we were talking about me having this wish
to assist the unassistable. I also told her about my constant dizziness and back
tension (it used to be back pain a while ago). So Mystress told me to surrender
and I did.. but I got dizzier and then she did an entity clearing on me. I felt
an upward stream from the top of my head and somehow releaved. Miss Dizzy was
still there, but being used to her for five years it didn´t scare me. Mystress
told me that my crown chakra was causing this dizziness, it was spinning and it
would spin until its work was done. She told me to twist it counterclockwise and
imagine like being in a tornado which sucked up karma and gave it to Goddess
above. This worked well and I will repeat it in the future.I literally felt my
body spinning in the opposite direction (clockwise) from the force of the
tornado. At one given moment its speed was as high that it didn´t seem to move
anymore (lightspeed I guess). Mystress kept asking me if it felt good and I must
say besides from the tornado, it surely felt good to know someone was taking care
of me. (I feel like a little boy now … blush blush :-). During the chat I wrote
some stuff down cause I didn´t know if I could save it onto harddisk. Glad I did
because you can´t. One can only copy-paste the last screen of the chat
conversation. Anyhow, I felt good and releaved and at 3 a.m. I could go to sleep
with a feeling of joy and gratitude for all of this. Surrender will be my thing
from now on and staying grounded is essential too. I´ve been floating over this
planet for far too long. I´m into Taiji, Qiqong and Kung Fu and I must say this
is a very good way to get grounded too. Anyone with questions on these oriental
jewels, feel free to ask. This morning when I woke up, I could remember the dream
I had (following this chat with Mystress). It was about my grandmother who died
in 1984. I guess the chat cleared a chakra from this sorrow over her loss. In my
dream I almost wanted to cry because I knew she was dead / going to die, but
something let it go and it felt good. The place were she lived in my dream looked
familiar. I had dreamt of it already some time ago. This happens often lately.
Dreaming of ‘familiar´ places which I have not visited in physical life. At the
end, my grandmother showed me the place were she held large fishes (in real life
she had rabbits and cats :-). In the back of the room with the fishes there was a
white albino dolphin who wanted to jump out of his reservoir (which was obviously
too small for him). I´ll check this on the animalspirit-website (see below) to
see what a white dolphin means. Thank you for listening and any comments are
welcome.
http://www0.delphi.com/animalspirits/
http://www.List-Server.net/kundalini/
Blessings and love to all of you.
Mario.
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