To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/05/18 11:30
Subject: [K-list] Re: re:brain and understanding
From: Melissa Pettigrew
On 2000/05/18 11:30, Melissa Pettigrew posted thus to the K-list:
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com, divine_goddessATnospamh... wrote:
> Hi mia,
>
> I can totally relate to what you are saying. I think about this a
lot.
> I looked up abstract in the dictionary;
hi all, delurking for a moment coz i so resonant with what susan and
mia are describing...i mean, almost exactly..
snips..
>
> Maybe you and I and others like us are living abstracts. Our maybe
we
> are like electrons, we appear when someone places their attention on
> us. Maybe, shhhhhhh, we are aliens so we have to be explained.
i love it. yes yes.
> See mia, you and i are the perfect and complete results of natural
> design. It is hard to describe perfection, particularly in natural
> phenomena like you and me :)))
>
> We get it, cos we are it. We are just waiting for others to catch up
> to us. While our brains develop along an evolutionary path, old ways
> of communicating no longer work. The higher my k raises and
> transforms
> my nervous system the less the old ways are effective.
>
> My speech center is already being altered. I can't speak well when k
> is infusing my body cos my heart center is so open that is where my
> ears are now. I used to be an excellent typist,
speller,grammarian...
> well, that is no longer true.
yupyup, same here. i read my posts on other lists or to my friends and
they are riddled with typos. ..i don't even bother to capitalize
unless its work....i don't care..the feeling seems to be there..
>
> I think I am learning a new way to communicate, just like you. It's
> hard on people like us cos the world expect us to communicate their
> way. Well, we don't. And rather than worry because I can't
understand
> what is so obvious to others I recognize I am evolving into a new
> being and that other stuff is old school. We are becoming the
> 'Strangers in a Strange Land'. can you 'grok' that? (means have a
> gestalt understanding of a situation)
grokked!
> But you have found a key for communication between the two species
of
> mankind....the heart.
>
> I can begin to understand things that are confusing to me if it is
> saturated with love. I can feel intent in the letters. I can feel
> love
> and openess and I can feel pride and sufferring.
yes yes yes..............
>
> This is why I gotta skim over stuff when there is no heart in it.
> (And
> that can be a problem on a regular job). I can feel the vibration of
> the emotional state of the writer. I would prefer the writer to be
> bored than harboring a grudge against his wife or her friend. I can
> see a grayish fog that surrounds the writing that can be
impenetrable.
yes. its funny/hard to see certain MINDS trying to grapple with
K...specially here. i learn from it..i learn logic really doesn't
have
a place in K for Me....it just is, as Susan SO succinctly puts it..
rock on honey! (rocks on honey..see, now THAT makes sense to me..;))
yes, words..at my job..DRY academic words blahblah..i must really
focus. mostly full of pomposity, this academic stuff, or for school,
straight, for the most part, info..
i actually think i had k activation when i was pretty young, coz my
mind wouldn't wrap around the same stuff it won't wrap around now..
> Good thing too, cos that is not what i want floating in and thru my
> life.
>
> That is why i have started backing away from escalations and
> delegating it to higher authorities to handle for me. The energy
> drain
> to explain something that can't be understood is too much at this
> point in my life. I prefer to conserve energy and devote it to my
own
> development. I can't do both. Maybe someday...but not now.
yup..you are right on, Susan..Give it to Goddess or your Divine
Beloved. mindfulness. just doing it instead of monkey minding it to
death and back and creating all sorts of critters in the process..
i still sometimes think i'm...not bright when i try to read certain
posts on this list..especially dan winter, whom i must say..i really
admire..but there are so many WORDS..i just get the feel of them .
and they feel really good, dan..so, please keep doing what you are
doing..:))))
..ben, same way..wordy.
..danijel was the same for me a while back...nothing personal, just
the percept process...
> So mia, don't worry about it. You are in an exquisite place to be.
and thank you Susan you exquisite Goddess for reminding mia AND
melissa Ga..
love
melissa
gaga
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