To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/05/17 15:34
Subject: [K-list] Intro/1st post
From: CJ
On 2000/05/17 15:34, CJ posted thus to the K-list:
Hello Mystress and list members,
Well, here I am - coming out of lurk mode. I've been receiving help and
understanding from all of you (especially Mystress) for a long time, so the
1st thing I'd like to do is say "Thanx". :)
The 'k' is active in me when I sleep. I feel the wave up my spine sometimes
just before waking, and I dream about it. I think of the 'k' and my ego as
being friends; or at least, both on my side. Sometimes I get the impression
that a lot of people think ego is the bad guy, but being in my shoes, I'm
thankful it's there (in the way, I guess) and 'k' seems happy to hang out in
my unconscious. :) I do feel heat in my back (burning karma?) while awake.
I'm learning to give up things as they come up, thankful again for you
Mystress; being able to 'hear' my questions regarding that, because it's
hard for me to tell what is ego and what isn't. For example, I get queasy,
uneasy, nervous type symptoms and I thought I needed to know *what* they
were from before I could say '...Please take this...'. That could go on for
days. But now I can release w/out knowing, because my ego is not too
terribly nosy anymore. :) It really helps.
I've been very interested in the 'cootie' clearing thread because I think
there was one in my house. Not all over, just one spot, by the stairs to
the basement. At least that's the only place it was a problem for me. I
think it left after I thought it into the light, though I had to get stern
because it seemed to be reluctant. I don't have the same feelings when I
walk by there anymore (thankfully!). Would something like that be left over
from someone else, or could it be a manifestation for something I needed to
release/forgive/make right or otherwise fix from my own karma? Any clues
would be appreciated. :)
My 1st post.....Namaste to all of you (another of the many things I've
learned from the Mystress) Thanks for being here.
Peace,
CJ
"If I make a mark in time, I can't say the mark is mine. I'm only the
underline of the word..." cat stevens
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