To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/05/15 21:47
Subject: Re: [K-list] Shaktipat poll: a chat with an angel.
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/05/15 21:47, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 11:56 PM 5/14/00 +0800, you wrote:
>What did you do? I know you sent me energy (Shaktipat) and led me in a
>guided meditation, but did you do anything else I am not aware of? I mean
>that I noticed some subtle changes in my behaviour, so subtle that my wife
>hasn't noticed it yet (though she knows about the chat with you and K
>energy). Those changes do not come as a surprise to me... but I was
>wondering whether you removed anything or "performed" some operation on some
>specific problem.... I am not worrying, just happy and curious.
It is often hard for me to remember what all happens when I am in
Tantric unity trance. I don't remember what all I did, so I'll explain the
principles of what I do in general terms, instead.
The first, is the Tantric unity.. we two are one. The same empathy that
told me of your nervousness unified us into one being.. and in that
condition, water finds it's own level. Like a higher note and a lower note
vibrating as a chord that is a middle tone of both notes together. Play 2
notes separately, and you have 1+1=2.
Play two notes together, and you have 1+1=1, or the mystery of the
Trinity. 1+1=3 in 1. The two notes, and the child of the two which is
chord that is the vibration of their relationship to each other. Mother
Father child. Where 2 or more are gathered in love, Goddess is there.
1+1=infinity.
The unity itself is a slingshot to a higher vibration, but when we 2 are
one you felt the tingling that is my normal state, I felt your nervousness
and issues, and we both felt the heat that was my Shakti burning the
garbage of ego in you. So, for the most part, Goddess has it handled. The
unity by itself is enough, but the unity was fueled by my instructing you
to engage in specific types of focus.
The unity is "Karmic Vampire".. energy is energy to me.. burning garbage
makes pleasant warmth. Additionally, there is the laser eyes effect..
Shakti travels by focus of attention, and you got many hours of sustained
attention... some things I felt in you, were consciously surrendered by me,
other things burnt up when I focused on them. Other things I saw but they
would not burn because your free will choices held them too tightly, so I
was led to take you to a mental space where ego would have the experiences
it needed to let garbage burn, instead of holding onto it.
Lower chakra issues are all about Nature. It is part of human nature to
be herd creatures, and a child feeling accepted and cherished by the Tribe
is important. It is a survival issue, sure as some birds abandon offspring
that don't smell right, that have been touched by humans.
You spoke of several issues, with surrender and safety, with your wife,
with your Father, with Shakti.. These all had the same root cause, feeling
unwanted and rejected.. and your concernes about slavery to me were
reflected there, too.. they are the same as your resistance to becoming a
slave to Goddess. All manifestations of the same emotional baggage that is
the Karma that ego is made of.
The time travel to a place where the child could remember being
accepted, cleared many of them. The whole idea of needing to struggle and
work hard to feel the acceptance of Goddess Shakti and your wife, was all
bound up in that Gordian knot of Nature-Natural selection survival issues
that we untied by traveling back thru time to before it was tied.. changing
the past so that it never would be tied.
Changing the past so the ripples would move forward into the Now. The
knot never happened. Gone as if it never existed, but what remains is the
process of the energy body restructuring the physical body. The physical
has to catch up.
After a Shakti session of that intensity, it usually takes 3 days, to a
week.. but the ripples contnue to spead outward.. forwards and backwards
thru time. You will be feeling the changes for the rest of your life.
>| >Is Angelique a recognized guru? :)
>| LOL!! Naw, I'm just a crazy ol' Witch.. :)
>
>As you wish! :)
How does one become a recognised Guru.. ??? Go to guru school and
get a diploma?
>Put this way, it makes sense. But then, I never thought I was being
>manipulative. I naturally went on applying the practices I learnt years ago
>and that I have often been using since.
If you keep going the way you are going, you will end up where you
are headed. :)
>Besides, it is also what you asked
>me to do during the meditation! A part from getting grounded and loving
>Earth, you also asked me to imagine the energy rising.
Yes.
>Many trantric or Kundalini yoga practices involve this kind of technique,
>where you imagine the energy circulating along certain channels. Are those
>kind of practice bad then?
Not necessarily...
>Is it a case of doing certain practices only as long as K is *not* awaken...
>but then stop and let K flow on its own when it is???
Yep! You got it!
> And the heat is there, throughout
>the day but feel it more intensely when reading some mails (yours and
>other's)
Where 2 or more are gathered.. even in cyberspace..
>when getting grounded, when relaxing in bed, especially when lying
>on my back (comment re lying on back?)
I dunno.. probably because your spine is straighter.
>I have my Inner Mother. I don't need Mummy in
>Vancouver! (I hope you don't feel rejected, LOL ;-) )
Not at all! I enslave people, in order to set them free... :)
>| Goddess was iffy about me meddling with it, but She sure didn't
>| want your interfering.
>
>Iffy? really? No wonder you didn't want to proceed without her express
>authorization! I understand why you kept asking me : "What did she say?
Yes. I was partly caught by tantric unity in your desire to raise the
energy higher, but if it is as Goddess Wills, then it is effortless.. it
was not effortless.
>You probably asked her for permission before you even started the whole
>process. So, tell me, please, what did she tell *you*? Hmm? :)
She gave me your cat, your brother in law and two chatroom
interruptions to tell me to move on to something else.. :) There are no
accidents..
>So now, besides not meddling with K energy but just trust that it is doing
>what it has to do, what else specifically does the Slave/Goddess agreement
>include?
Surrender everything. Your thoughts, your emotions, your desires,
everything. Give it up, as it comes up. "Goddess please take this, it is a
gift, for you. Thank you very much." Stay grounded. Ask Her about every
decision you have to make, let Her make them for you. Obey Her.
>I just hope that I am not wearing *you* off!
I was getting fatigued with you, so I took a break from replying.
>You may have a lot of "slaves" but you may sometimes feel
>that *you* are a slave to your mission...
:) I am a slave to Goddess, too.. :)
>| >How on earth did she know I had something on my mind??? ;-)
>| Why else would you be waiting for me in the chatroom while I slept?
>
>But you did not know that, did you?
Yes, I did.. you had emailed me to tell me so. Twice.. :) Anyhow, it
is an opening question I often use.. People rarely contact me just to say
"hello".. usually they want something, or they don't write. I don't mind
it, it feels good to be needed.
Blessings..
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