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Recieved: 2000/05/14 09:23
Subject: Re: [K-list] suicidal entities..
From: David Bozzi


On 2000/05/14 09:23, David Bozzi posted thus to the K-list:

Augustin Masquilier wrote:

> Augustin Masquilier wrote:
> > So when I see in my mind's eye a person that look like me and that
> >is holding a gun to his head or try to hang himself or whatever, I say:
> >"yes, Ego, you die! Me, I live on!"
>
> David asked:
> > Who says, "yes, Ego, you die! Me, I live on!"?
>
> Do you mean to imply that It is another ego who says that?

I am implying see for yourself. : )

> Actually, I
> wouldn't mind: if my legions of egos start killing each other, I'll be my
> true self sooner! :)

The unreal is as unified as the real.

> The point of the exercise is that I don't get identified with it...

Yes, I understand.

> Now, I can actually observe what gave rise
> to such a suicidal thought. It may be that someone rejected me or I'm
> mortally ashamed of something I did or that my life seems so much of a mess
> that I want to get it over with...

Or you've forgotten who you are.

> Once I manage not to identify with the thought, I am able to get rid of it
> and move on along my path. for that, I need to realize that I am not one. At
> such moments there are at least two of us:

I'd suggest there are not two of us. If it seems otherwise, it's a dream.

> - one that represents the part of my ego that dies and stays behind. That
> ego has served its purpose but I no longer need it.
> - one that moves on... until another part dies on the way.
> Thus further until I am only one left, that is until I am All That Is, or in
> other words, until I am no longer I.

Time is of ego.

> Or would you rather me follow the physically deadly advice?

Why do you think it was advice?

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