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Recieved: 2000/05/14 08:49
Subject: Re: [K-list] suicidal entities..
From: Catalin Nimitan
On 2000/05/14 08:49, Catalin Nimitan posted thus to the K-list:
You are so funny, Angelique, sometimes... Cool!
Your grounding web page is really cool. Technically speaking is a mess
and I was thinking about rearranging it in a more ordered way, I dunno
if it's worth.
But the vibe is great: it gives me a feeling of internal, deep, cool,
quiet love.
And during the last days, only saying the word "shakti" tunes me into
that feeling.
I didn't pay too much attention to K. and I was a bit scarred about all
the stuff that other ppl have been through. Now I just love it and I
agree with you that It's too smart and loves us too much to hurt us.
Cheers,
Catalin
Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
>
> At 12:05 PM 5/14/00 +0800, Augustin Masquilier wrote:
> >>It's the first time I see my
> >>father this way. A nice picture to behold. I'll keep this picture
> and use
> >it
> >>when needed.
> >
> >-> That was beautiful..:) Thank you.
> >-> Blessings!
> >
> >Thanks to you!
> >
> >How was it beautiful?
> Watching you grow was beautiful.. :) Your vision of your proud
> father
> was beautiful. Being a part of your growth was beautiful. Seeing you
> open
> your eyes to see the love that was there all along. :)
>
> >One thing that amused me during the chat is that when some people you
> did
> >not know came into the room, you would exclaim : "Wow, so beautiful.
> You are
> >so lovely!" :)
> >
> >Personally, all I saw was a name! :(
> >
> >Is it that you feel the energy and you use "beautiful" and "ugly" to
> >describe different type of energies? Or do you see something in your
> mind's
> >eye?
> I feel them.. I dunno how not to feel them, not really.. I can
> use a
> spiral vortex to disrupt the empathy, but I still get information
> incoming,
> all the time. Makes it wierd to watch TV.. I know how the actor is
> feeling,
> whether they are enjoying the role they play, etc.. it still kind of
> gets
> filtered thru linearity, I can only have so much stuff in my mind at
> one
> time, so my unconscious prioritizes it.
> The other night I was watching a show on octupi, (octopusses?) and
> I
> learned/felt what it is like to be an octopus. They are surprisingly
> intelligent, and emotional.. and very zen. They only live for about a
> year,
> most of them..
> Anything I focus on, starts giving me information. I tune out most
> of
> it, or I'd never get anything done.
> Working with people, I often have to verify the incoming
> information,
> because their unconscious tells me stuff and I have to check whether
> their
> ego is aware of it.
> I get images, too.. I got a very clear image of baby-you and your
> father. It's nothing new to me, I have bee picking pictures out of
> other
> people's heads since I was a tenager. I used to play a game with my
> friend,
> every day I would tell her whee she had been sitting on the bus. I
> could
> close my eyes when I knew she was on the bus, and see out of her eyes,
> to
> know where she was sitting. We'd play another game, over the phone.
> She'd
> look at an object in her room, and I'd tell her what she was looking
> at.
> Silly stuff.
> Last time I spoke to her, she denied all of it, and insisted I need
> therapy. Funny how people change.
> I transmit stuff, too .. sometimes I'm aware of doing it, other
> times
> I'm broadcasting unawares. So if you get an image of a purple octopus
> swimming away, looking like a flying batmobile, it came from me. A
> memorable image from my channel surfing last night.
>
> Like when I considered, later, why I wrote
> <<<"A few idiots, like those "Heaven's gate" people with the nikes
> and
> the poison pudding, misinterpret the metaphor.. ">>> It's a pretty
> strong
> statement, and I wondered why I had not put it more kindly. I got
> information back that somebody's unconscious needed to have that
> statement
> rattling around in their head.
> The unconscious likes to speak in memories, because they have a
> familiarity, they are not as startling as unfamiliar info coming out
> of
> no-where... and that line is gonna be popping back up now and then for
> a
> few folks, whenever suicidal impulses come up... to encourage them to
> surrender the idea.
>
> Goddess uses me.. I just take dictation. For a while I was
> encoding
> pictures and music into my posts, just to see how much was recieved.
> Then I
> got bored of that game, and started responding to posts
> telepathically.
> Usually within a day or two, somebody would type up my thoughts, as
> their
> own... doesn't prove anything, or course, but it amused me.
> Where do thoughts come from? "We are the transmitters of thought,
> not
> the originators", Itzak Bentov said. All of your thoughts come from
> your
> Divine Beloved, some of them are showing you the garbage to be burned,
> floating to the surface, others are chatting. When I have a funny
> thought,
> I thank my Divine Beloved for the joke. :) He serenades me, too..
> music in
> my head.
> It's not hard to tell the garbage from the Divine info.. if you
> are
> grounded, then you can usually trust the info incoming, if you are
> not,
> then it will be GIGO.. garbage in, garbage out. Fear based thoughts
> are
> ego, thoughts of love and trust are Divine.. some very sarcastic
> thoughts
> are from the shadow self poking your butt.
> You are not your thoughts, you are the silent space, they happen
> in...
> so your thought about "ego, die" also comes from ego. :)
>
> >I don't mean to be disrespectful after all you've done to me.... but
> my
> >local newspaper run a half page article about Vancouver (on the other
> side
> >of the world), saying there was increasing problems with coyotes
> coming
> >downtown and eating pet cats and dogs and even attacking children.
> LOL!! I'm not offended. Isn't it wonderful to have wildlife in
> such
> abundance? There is a 1000 acre park that is mostly forest, right on
> the
> edge of downtown. Coyotes and skunks, and racoons wander into the city
> at
> night, to snack on garbage and ..uh.. cats, rats, whatever.
> Freda saw a bald eagle flying over my house, today. I live about 8
> miles
> from downtown. There are peregrine falcons that live atop skyscrapers
> and
> feed on pigeons. We have been feeding the crows, I like crows. We were
> getting pigeons on the roof of the house, noisy critters, rats with
> wings..
> so I started encouraging the crows to hang around. They chased the
> pigeons
> away.
> Blessings!
>
> http://www.domin8rex.com
> Vancouver, B.C., Canada.
> Officially the most beautiful city in the world.
> :D ;) :0 :) ;P ;) :D ;) 8D :)
> I would rather live in a world where my life is surrounded by mystery
> than live in a world so small that my mind could comprehend it.
> ~ Harry Emerson Fosdick
> _____________________
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