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Recieved: 2000/05/13 23:41
Subject: Re: [K-list] suicidal entities..
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/05/13 23:41, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 12:05 PM 5/14/00 +0800, Augustin Masquilier wrote:
>>It's the first time I see my
>>father this way. A nice picture to behold. I'll keep this picture and use
>it
>>when needed.
>
>-> That was beautiful..:) Thank you.
>-> Blessings!
>
>Thanks to you!
>
>How was it beautiful?
Watching you grow was beautiful.. :) Your vision of your proud father
was beautiful. Being a part of your growth was beautiful. Seeing you open
your eyes to see the love that was there all along. :)
>One thing that amused me during the chat is that when some people you did
>not know came into the room, you would exclaim : "Wow, so beautiful. You are
>so lovely!" :)
>
>Personally, all I saw was a name! :(
>
>Is it that you feel the energy and you use "beautiful" and "ugly" to
>describe different type of energies? Or do you see something in your mind's
>eye?
I feel them.. I dunno how not to feel them, not really.. I can use a
spiral vortex to disrupt the empathy, but I still get information incoming,
all the time. Makes it wierd to watch TV.. I know how the actor is feeling,
whether they are enjoying the role they play, etc.. it still kind of gets
filtered thru linearity, I can only have so much stuff in my mind at one
time, so my unconscious prioritizes it.
The other night I was watching a show on octupi, (octopusses?) and I
learned/felt what it is like to be an octopus. They are surprisingly
intelligent, and emotional.. and very zen. They only live for about a year,
most of them..
Anything I focus on, starts giving me information. I tune out most of
it, or I'd never get anything done.
Working with people, I often have to verify the incoming information,
because their unconscious tells me stuff and I have to check whether their
ego is aware of it.
I get images, too.. I got a very clear image of baby-you and your
father. It's nothing new to me, I have bee picking pictures out of other
people's heads since I was a tenager. I used to play a game with my friend,
every day I would tell her whee she had been sitting on the bus. I could
close my eyes when I knew she was on the bus, and see out of her eyes, to
know where she was sitting. We'd play another game, over the phone. She'd
look at an object in her room, and I'd tell her what she was looking at.
Silly stuff.
Last time I spoke to her, she denied all of it, and insisted I need
therapy. Funny how people change.
I transmit stuff, too .. sometimes I'm aware of doing it, other times
I'm broadcasting unawares. So if you get an image of a purple octopus
swimming away, looking like a flying batmobile, it came from me. A
memorable image from my channel surfing last night.
Like when I considered, later, why I wrote
<<<"A few idiots, like those "Heaven's gate" people with the nikes and
the poison pudding, misinterpret the metaphor.. ">>> It's a pretty strong
statement, and I wondered why I had not put it more kindly. I got
information back that somebody's unconscious needed to have that statement
rattling around in their head.
The unconscious likes to speak in memories, because they have a
familiarity, they are not as startling as unfamiliar info coming out of
no-where... and that line is gonna be popping back up now and then for a
few folks, whenever suicidal impulses come up... to encourage them to
surrender the idea.
Goddess uses me.. I just take dictation. For a while I was encoding
pictures and music into my posts, just to see how much was recieved. Then I
got bored of that game, and started responding to posts telepathically.
Usually within a day or two, somebody would type up my thoughts, as their
own... doesn't prove anything, or course, but it amused me.
Where do thoughts come from? "We are the transmitters of thought, not
the originators", Itzak Bentov said. All of your thoughts come from your
Divine Beloved, some of them are showing you the garbage to be burned,
floating to the surface, others are chatting. When I have a funny thought,
I thank my Divine Beloved for the joke. :) He serenades me, too.. music in
my head.
It's not hard to tell the garbage from the Divine info.. if you are
grounded, then you can usually trust the info incoming, if you are not,
then it will be GIGO.. garbage in, garbage out. Fear based thoughts are
ego, thoughts of love and trust are Divine.. some very sarcastic thoughts
are from the shadow self poking your butt.
You are not your thoughts, you are the silent space, they happen in...
so your thought about "ego, die" also comes from ego. :)
>I don't mean to be disrespectful after all you've done to me.... but my
>local newspaper run a half page article about Vancouver (on the other side
>of the world), saying there was increasing problems with coyotes coming
>downtown and eating pet cats and dogs and even attacking children.
LOL!! I'm not offended. Isn't it wonderful to have wildlife in such
abundance? There is a 1000 acre park that is mostly forest, right on the
edge of downtown. Coyotes and skunks, and racoons wander into the city at
night, to snack on garbage and ..uh.. cats, rats, whatever.
Freda saw a bald eagle flying over my house, today. I live about 8 miles
from downtown. There are peregrine falcons that live atop skyscrapers and
feed on pigeons. We have been feeding the crows, I like crows. We were
getting pigeons on the roof of the house, noisy critters, rats with wings..
so I started encouraging the crows to hang around. They chased the pigeons
away.
Blessings!
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Vancouver, B.C., Canada.
Officially the most beautiful city in the world.
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I would rather live in a world where my life is surrounded by mystery
than live in a world so small that my mind could comprehend it.
~ Harry Emerson Fosdick
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