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Recieved: 2000/05/12 04:09
Subject: Re: [K-list] Is everyone ok re these crazy entities?.
From: Ladriel
On 2000/05/12 04:09, Ladriel posted thus to the K-list:
Mine left...felt empty for a day and realized that while I hadn't invited this
entity....i had without speaking, welcomed him like a buddy to hang out with
me....having no idea I was being harmed in any way.
Doh. The clearing did work and I have regained the equilibrium lost thru
that......although today is NOT a good day to die for external
stressors/happenings for my SO which in turn effect me (car accident---one car
with rubber cones, the road construction mess on our local C470---when no help
came, my husband went in search for help and the highway patrol towed his
vehicle and slapped him with careless driving (endangering the rubber cones, I
guess) and leaving the scene of an accident. The tow truck called in the
meantime had to track down our vehicle to where our friendly, helpful Highway
Patrol had taken it....which extrapolated into lots more money we don't have!
The mortgage, other monies we needed for selling cars (SO does car restoration
in spare time to pad the finances since I stay home with our child who won't
ever leave the nest, an Irish Wolfhound puppy). I also have (call me chatty
cathy) twin sons, Gemini. One son, Ian, was in one car pullover for drunk
driving and I can't get through to him in Portland, OR....family more local
promised to contact me and hasn't......I'm worried about him ....not even 19
yet.....
I am Leo, Mark (SO) is Aries....is the planetary alignment thing still wreaking
havoc for those of us with the fire and other signs? Please some kind soul
comfort me or push me out of this.....if you wish. I could use it. I know
these are mundane things but sometimes the mundane just kicks my ass, still.
I got something out of just RECORDING Angelique's shakti loaded page.......am
still processing that....maybe that's why i'm falling apart in this moment, but
maybe it's a good thing in the end??. Major insomnia past two days, but of a
most wonderful kind....was feeling All is ONE seeing the ball of energy that is
a child riding bicycle like a mad spirit down the street as I followed in my
truck, feeling her life force....and then this morning, what the F----?????????
Overly sensitive to this "this too shall pass" kinda stuff.......
Tearfully yours, (wahhhhhhh) it is NOT a good day to die, Lou, you strike me as
wise in way I can relate to. and i'm glad (in my particular case) i have
Rage Against the Machine to cry to. Moby might be the better choice but now the
money is gone for that cd purchase.
In other things, I think it was I who inadvertently stepped into the chatroom
the other day with Augustin and Mystress. I didn't see anything, though I seem
to have more info now than I needed, ROTF. I'm not judging, I don't care what
was taking place, honestly, Augustin, PLEASE don't be embarrassed....we're all
souls all connected.....it was 7:30 am my time in CO and I just wanted to try
the public k-list chat at homestead to make sure my mac didn't have probs like
it did on egroup chat. REally, all i saw was your names, thought it fit,
surprised to see anyone even there, thought it fit to say hi 'i'm Maud , but I
need to feed my dog now...etc.
Your little crybaby today,
Maud
--
"You take the blue pill, the story ends, you wake up in your bed and
believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay
in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes."
-Morpheus, "The Matrix"
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