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Recieved: 2000/05/09 11:01
Subject: Re: [K-list] I don't believe in evil (was Sorry I asked)
From: Wim Borsboom

Dear Angelique

You wrote:
> << I don't believe in evil, all I see are humans acting from fear....

Lou wrote:
> That's one heavy line.

Yes and it stood out! A most quintessential statement! And to paraphrase
Angelique, "Only love IS, all I see is humans acting from the fear and
apparent inability of surrendering to it."

Angelique wrote:
>>What do you fear?

When did that fear first appear in your life? Fear is nothing than an
obsessive mental replay of the first violation in your life, the violation
of love and truthfulness.
Life, instead of 'being-in-the-moment-forever' became a string of variations
on that same theme and we replay that cacophonous symphony forever... under
duress. Sam (whoever he may be?) wants us to play it again and again. And
Sam so happily obliges... "Ah, let me be forever stuck in that groove."

Again, Angelique wrote:
>>What do you fear?

When did that fear first appear in your life? Fear is nothing than an
obsessive mental replay of the first violation in your life, the violation
of love and truthfulness.

Find the person and the situation when and by whom love got violated for the
first time in THIS, YOUR lifetime. Compassion is right around the corner
when you see his or her agony, sadness and need to be understood and
loved... when you 'remember' that person.

Remember yourself and...
Remember that person...
And re-MEMBER again.

Reconstruct that situation in your minds eye (brow chakra) and recover that
moment, restore that situation. Loving is living it again..., reliving it
finally as it should have been... as it IS REALLY. That is the
reconstruction of the past in THIS moment...
One finds that love dissolves the wounded negativity of time.
Love destroys this negative time as though time is a string of
violated moments of truthfulness and loving kindness.
Love dissolves the illusion of evil, as evil is nothing else than
conditional "love", as in: "If you would be like such and so, then I would
be able to love you."
This "If..., then..." construct *creates* negative time...
Try the following and notice it... the construction of negative time... It
is actually painful as you do it.
Say the following intently and while filling in the blanks:
"If.........., then........."
Notice how it created negative time as you said it? It pulls us *away from
the here-and-now* that we so suffer from.
That negative warping of time of course only happens in our mind... It can
not REALLY happen... It is totally illusive... But our actions that flow
forth from that mentalized negative time show all the signs of reality...
but as suffering... as evil (if you want to use that word).

Love is unconditional life.
Love let's you live now and love forever...

Love - unconditionally,
Wim

To see some of my files you might be interested in:
http://www.onelist.com/files/Kundalini-Gateway/Wims/

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