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Recieved: 2000/05/09 04:32
Subject: [K-list] i love this thread, thank you all.....
From: Ladriel
On 2000/05/09 04:32, Ladriel posted thus to the K-list:
and especially Angelique for beginning it.....
and an excellent question to ponder and answer, 'What do you fear?"
who dares to ponder and answer, hehe......that would be my question for myself
and all of us, all....Cara, Care - Dear Ones......all.
there is so much intelligence (and love) on this list i am overwhelmed with
gratitude and just plain overwhelmed (i'm not gonna kneel or anything, but...)
Maud
Wim Borsboom wrote:
> Dear Angelique
>
> You wrote:
> > << I don't believe in evil, all I see are humans acting from fear....
>
> Lou wrote:
> > That's one heavy line.
>
> Yes and it stood out! A most quintessential statement! And to paraphrase
> Angelique, "Only love IS, all I see is humans acting from the fear and
> apparent inability of surrendering to it."
>
> Angelique wrote:
> >>What do you fear?
>
> When did that fear first appear in your life? Fear is nothing than an
> obsessive mental replay of the first violation in your life, the violation
> of love and truthfulness.
> Life, instead of 'being-in-the-moment-forever' became a string of variations
> on that same theme and we replay that cacophonous symphony forever... under
> duress. Sam (whoever he may be?) wants us to play it again and again. And
> Sam so happily obliges... "Ah, let me be forever stuck in that groove."
>
> Again, Angelique wrote:
> >>What do you fear?
>
> When did that fear first appear in your life? Fear is nothing than an
> obsessive mental replay of the first violation in your life, the violation
> of love and truthfulness.
>
> Find the person and the situation when and by whom love got violated for the
> first time in THIS, YOUR lifetime. Compassion is right around the corner
> when you see his or her agony, sadness and need to be understood and
> loved... when you 'remember' that person.
>
> Remember yourself and...
> Remember that person...
> And re-MEMBER again.
>
> Reconstruct that situation in your minds eye (brow chakra) and recover that
> moment, restore that situation. Loving is living it again..., reliving it
> finally as it should have been... as it IS REALLY. That is the
> reconstruction of the past in THIS moment...
> One finds that love dissolves the wounded negativity of time.
> Love destroys this negative time as though time is a string of
> violated moments of truthfulness and loving kindness.
> Love dissolves the illusion of evil, as evil is nothing else than
> conditional "love", as in: "If you would be like such and so, then I would
> be able to love you."
> This "If..., then..." construct *creates* negative time...
> Try the following and notice it... the construction of negative time... It
> is actually painful as you do it.
> Say the following intently and while filling in the blanks:
> "If.........., then........."
> Notice how it created negative time as you said it? It pulls us *away from
> the here-and-now* that we so suffer from.
> That negative warping of time of course only happens in our mind... It can
> not REALLY happen... It is totally illusive... But our actions that flow
> forth from that mentalized negative time show all the signs of reality...
> but as suffering... as evil (if you want to use that word).
>
> Love is unconditional life.
> Love let's you live now and love forever...
>
> Love - unconditionally,
> Wim
>
> To see some of my files you might be interested in:
> http://www.onelist.com/files/Kundalini-Gateway/Wims/
>
>
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"You take the blue pill, the story ends, you wake up in your bed and
believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay
in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes."
-Morpheus, "The Matrix"
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