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Recieved: 2000/05/01 11:10
Subject: Re: [K-list] elizabeth's intro-become that love..
From: Yahseyes
On 2000/05/01 11:10, Yahseyes posted thus to the K-list:
Amazing stuff, been doing some reading and rereading. I saw on one of the
sites, the Enochian letters and also the shadows of Hebrew characters related
to same. Having trouble finding that site again. Dan, can you send the
direct address pls., thanks.
More generally on K, it is true that FEAR is high when juice starts flowing.
Also, impending doom and a deep loneliness and feelings of sadness. Leads
one to try and numb it which many times leads to drugs and alcohol if one
doesn't know what is going on. You think you are just going mad. and you
need reassurance to know IT WILL STOP and it WILL GO AWAY and get BETTER. It
is the process of the washing that hurts so bad. This factor may need more
mentioning for those with K rising starting. Takes form of paranoia, seeing
all possibilities at once and reacting as if worse case is the one that is
there. Wish I knew why it always chooses Fear. Hate fear.
More aspects, extreme sensitivity, feeling everything, with me finding that
saying words with the letter "S" in them gets replaced by the letter "Z".
Can I have a cup of Zoup. or more like zzzzoup. Like a bliss slur.
everything feels unbelievably good like you are always in orgasm, even saying
words feels sexy on your lips, down your throat, and in your chest and
stomach. Speaking becomes orgasmic, out of your control, everything is an
orgasm, breathing deeply, walking, seeing the sunlight and feeling it on your
body, makes you want to go nudist.
Breaths in are an experience in oxygen. chest widens, feels electric, like a
cold wonderful wind is going through your entire body entering at the cold
beautifully black wet cave entrance called you lungs. You can feel the
working of your lung sacs taking the beautiful oxygen out of air and giving
it to the blood. Feel the blood carrying it to your toes, they tingle as you
breathe, You can feel the carbon dioxide coming out as you void yourself of
this food for the plants, containing all of your karma processed as their
food, they are karma eaters, literally.
very sensitive skin pores. I feel heat very much, used to be bad - allot of
sweat. as I posted before, insects (what are insects anyway, some sort of
cross breed of alien with plant life, like virus? They look too contrived to
be biological), I attract insects like a magnet on my skin.
Started washing with Loofah soap with oatmeal, even using it for shampoo, no
more perfume film. Now I love the feeling of the heat moving THROUGH me not
setting a residence on me any longer, at least for now, early part of
experiment. I am the heat. More hair growing on my body, weird, and bugs
not landing on me so much. It was the clogged pores and the perfume film I
think. K needs to go through and can't be blocked. Shampoo and commercial
soaps bery bery bad.
Vestal fluid, would love to have more and some gold to go with the combo.
Need to find a place which is clearing house bank for m/f to have sacred
fluids meet and and disintermediate. This would be a fun project. Go to the
net and get your menstrual blood here for only the cost of three, yes, for a
limited time only, I said only three orgasm semens. only kidding there but a
place or environment where this exchange flows in love in a family, tribe, or
a coven be. So we can all travel together in the universe in bliss and love.
I call this the Mansion.
Hope if anyone is going through this and they see this happening in
themselves, it helps.
Love Lou
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