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Recieved: 2000/04/30 06:28
Subject: [K-list] Disco and Kundalini
From: Harsha
On 2000/04/30 06:28, Harsha posted thus to the K-list:
Julie Cuddihy wrote:
Dear List,
I haven't been contributing since joining the list over a year ago, but
now
I feel I have something to say. I would welcome any comments.
Last Good Friday was spent in Wiltshire (the magical place of
Cropcircles!),
it was a great day, I was very happy. That evening I went to a club in
London. I was with really good friends and my good mood carried through
into the evening. As soon as I got there I was dancing - 4 -5 hours later
I
am still dancing, I haven't sat down once. All night I have been drinking
water, I was very aware of MY bottle and kept the lid on at all times. I
didn't drink anyone's drink, or leave my bottle unattended. At about
4.30am, I am starting to feel very happy, very uplifted. I am telling my
friends how great I feel and what a wonderful night it was. I am beaming
with joy, I feel amazing, incredible euphoria. I am not tired, my body
feels strong and energetic, I am surging with power.
For a moment I stop and lean against the wall, and then it happens. I
feel
this rush of what I can only explain as pure white energy rush from my
ankles to the top of my head. As it goes through my head my hearing
becomes
muffled and distorted. My legs after the rush now feel weak. I am
pouring
with sweat, constantly........
I am now holding onto the wall for support - but I feel amazing. Also I
felt that I needed the toilet, I felt that I may loose control of my
bodily
functions.
I then think - oh no someone has spiked my drink, as I have never felt
this
feeling before. So I make my excuses and go home, as I want to experience
this without being in a crowded club.
So I check my pupils in the bathroom mirror, they are dilating,which is a
good sign as on drugs they don't respond. Then about 45 minutes later I
gat
another rush of energy. My body is now trembling and I can't stop. Yet
these feeling are pleasurable and I feel happy and calm. Another 45 mins
later it happens again. By about 7.00am I fall asleep.........
In the morning I wake up, and I check how I feel - headache?, depressed?,
tired?, sore spine? None of those I feel great.......
Again check in the mirror to see how I look. And I look amazing, my eyes
are
bright, skin is flushed and basically I look radiant. That morning I
meditated for 31 mins, and the same feelings came back - rush after rush
of
white misty energy.
Bear in mind that I am a teacher of Kundalini Yoga,and I practise 4 times
a
week, plus I meditate everyday for at least 31 mins. I have been taking
this
cropcircle essence, whish was produced in the DNA formation in Avebury
1996,
which is the same tattoo which i have at the base of my spine.
I haven't spoke to any of my teachers about this yet, I would welcome any
comments to clarify whether this was a stirring of Kundalini?
Warmest Regards,
Julie
Hi Julie,
It does seem like stirrings of Kundalini. Practice of yoga, pranayama, and
meditation makes one more prone to the Shakti awakening in a variety of ways
including the stimulation of optic nerves.
Go to the following url. The second link is to the Tantra and Kundalini
paper on Angelique's Kundalini website.
It has a pranayama section in it.
http://www3.ns.sympatico.ca/umbada/harsha.htm
By the way, certain mind altering drugs can also trigger kundalini or like
experiences (not something I recommend). So you were right to be concerned
about whether there was something in your drink or not. What is this
cropcircle essence that you take?
Certain physical movements with breath control can trigger Prana currents
if one is already on the verge. This might have happened unconsciously
during the disco dancing. If you continue with meditation, the experience
is likely to grow until you start losing body consciousness while sitting or
lying down. Lucid dream experiences, celestial visions, or entering
different samadhis are all indications of Kundalini awakening and might come
after a few months or a few years. Certain life styles might facilitate
awakening and rising of the Shakti. You should read up on the important
Shakti literature and keep in touch with your teachers and tell them what
you are experiencing. Hopefully, they can give you good guidance as well.
Harsha
P.S. We have some experienced people on HarshaSatsangh on Shakti related
issues. I will post your note there as well. Anyone can join by clicking
below.
http://www.onelist.com/subscribe/HarshaSatsangh
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