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Recieved: 2000/04/28 03:38
Subject: [K-list] Re: K rising at the disco?
From: Julie Cuddihy
On 2000/04/28 03:38, Julie Cuddihy posted thus to the K-list:
Dear List,
I haven't been contributing since joining the list over a year ago, but now
I feel I have something to say. I would welcome any comments.
Last Good Friday was spent in Wiltshire (the magical place of Cropcircles!),
it was a great day, I was very happy. That evening I went to a club in
London. I was with really good friends and my good mood carried through
into the evening. As soon as I got there I was dancing - 4 -5 hours later I
am still dancing, I haven't sat down once. All night I have been drinking
water, I was very aware of MY bottle and kept the lid on at all times. I
didn't drink anyone's drink, or leave my bottle unattended. At about
4.30am, I am starting to feel very happy, very uplifted. I am telling my
friends how great I feel and what a wonderful night it was. I am beaming
with joy, I feel amazing, incredible euphoria. I am not tired, my body
feels strong and energetic, I am surging with power.
For a moment I stop and lean against the wall, and then it happens. I feel
this rush of what I can only explain as pure white energy rush from my
ankles to the top of my head. As it goes through my head my hearing becomes
muffled and distorted. My legs after the rush now feel weak. I am pouring
with sweat, constantly........
I am now holding onto the wall for support - but I feel amazing. Also I
felt that I needed the toilet, I felt that I may loose control of my bodily
functions.
I then think - oh no someone has spiked my drink, as I have never felt this
feeling before. So I make my excuses and go home, as I want to experience
this without being in a crowded club.
So I check my pupils in the bathroom mirror, they are dilating,which is a
good sign as on drugs they don't respond. Then about 45 minutes later I gat
another rush of energy. My body is now trembling and I can't stop. Yet
these feeling are pleasurable and I feel happy and calm. Another 45 mins
later it happens again. By about 7.00am I fall asleep.........
In the morning I wake up, and I check how I feel - headache?, depressed?,
tired?, sore spine? None of those I feel great.......
Again check in the mirror to see how I look. And I look amazing, my eyes are
bright, skin is flushed and basically I look radiant. That morning I
meditated for 31 mins, and the same feelings came back - rush after rush of
white misty energy.
Bear in mind that I am a teacher of Kundalini Yoga,and I practise 4 times a
week, plus I meditate everyday for at least 31 mins. I have been taking this
cropcircle essence, whish was produced in the DNA formation in Avebury 1996,
which is the same tattoo which i have at the base of my spine.
I haven't spoke to any of my teachers about this yet, I would welcome any
comments to clarify whether this was a stirring of Kundalini?
Warmest Regards,
Julie
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