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Recieved: 2000/04/27 11:04
Subject: Re: About the violet flame (was Re: [K-list] prana dots)
From: Wim Borsboom
On 2000/04/27 11:04, Wim Borsboom posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Hudson,
You wrote:
> (snips)Voices etc. (snips)
I think Hudson, that it would be good for you to start finding out if those
voices that you hear could not be memories from early on in life when you
were little and "powers greater than you" (actually 'normal'
undiscriminating individuals sometimes using benevolent, sometimes using
malevolent words and directives), used language and actions around you all
of which were not necessarily meant for you. That kind of stuff gets
imprinted into the mind of little ones who are in distress. Those verbal and
visual imprints take on the form of engrams (engraved sentences and scenes)
and they pop out when associations with life's events cause them to come to
the surface. Purposely I put this to you in a simplistic way, but I think it
is not more complicated than that. I know there is the whole psychiatric
slant on schizophrenia etc. But I have been in clinical situations where the
patients uncovered some real (day to day, not magic, mysterious or
witchcrafty) events behind the voices and visions. It may be that not all
voiced material is from that source, some may actually be created by you
(unknowingly) but again those started off with real events, and then got
woven into fantastic material about which you had not too much control. Find
out if some of the people around you used to play weird games around you...
none of which were really true... but you could not know that, could you?
You were too young to distinguish reality from imagined impressions pressed
upon you under duress and processed by you as real.
I think it is extremely important for you to NOT look for the source for
those voices in the spiritual world... The REAL spiritual world does not
work that way. I have some experience with channels, masters, spirit guides
etc. Many of which have even admitted to not be fully enlightened and
informed... You know that grain of salt. Take everything with it...
Simplify your life, there is in the first place only physical reality that
your senses you pick up on... Double check everything you see, hear, feel,
smell and taste against physical reality only. You can tell if something is
real if ALL your senses pick something up at the same time, practice that.
I know this may not sound true for higher realities... but leave that for
way later... live a few months in physical reality only... do not get guided
by non-physical beings...and even if you are guided by physical beings make
sure that they are guided by physical reality also... distantiate yourself
from what is normally called weird or out of this world.
The miracle lies in the world that all our senses (only five for now, leave
the sixth sense out for a while) can together make sense of.
So leave out the whole issue of passed lives, parallel lives, alien
influences, death, eternity... Simplify... Make your life so boring that you
eventually may see the mystery in the seemingly boring reality. Take on this
physical reality with all of your body (the mind and spirit will follow
suit), get all your limbs involved... follow your bodily instincts
BTW, medication is not a bad thing. SSRIs and SSNRIs are good medication.
Have you been checked for thyroid problems, pancreas and liver? Go to a good
homeopathic practitioner. How is your digestive system, you may need an
herbal cleansing diet (Nu Life). I figure you need heavy doses of digestive
enzymes three times the dose than what is on the package. Also acidophilus
type of nutrients (Vitamin supplements are not needed as your digestive
system cannot break them down) Eat a lot of nuts or nut butters from a
health food store for B12 stuff, eat good quality meats in a wide variety
but small amounts. Also get in to seaweeds like kelp, dulse and nori. Get
your water from fruits and vegetable and in addition drink natural spring
water.
Hope this makes sense and if it does not, see if you can make sense of it.
Of course you know all this already... Oh well! :-)
Love,
Wim
BTW, see some of my dietary files you might be interested in:
http://www.onelist.com/files/Kundalini-Gateway/Wims/
1/2200/3/_/680797/_/956858869/
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