To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/04/19 10:19
Subject: [K-list] Poll
From: Mystclwon
On 2000/04/19 10:19, Mystclwon posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Hillary (and everyone else).... have been lurking in the background for
the last several weeks and felt the call to answer your poll. My K has
subsided for the last 9 or so months (still feel some energy sensations, but
minimal)....
I do have a question if anyone can help. Often times I feel energy that
seems to be trapped at the base of my spine.... and I can experience energy
at my crown and brow chakras... but I can't seem to get the flow to circulate
through my body again. As the initial K experience was spontaneous, I am at
a loss as to how to proceed. I miss the feeling of being truly alive and the
inner knowing/guidance that accompanied it. Any suggestions will be greatly
appreciated. Thanks... Colette
Questions:
How many of us have feared we were going mad. What symptoms caused this fear?
My K awakening was spontaneous ... my heart chakra blew wide open (though I
didn't realize this was what was happening at the time) Subsequently, my
perceptions of reality changed to include heightened awareness,
intuitiveness, compassion and love for all humanity, synchronicity's happened
on a regular basis, my perception of beauty was heightened to the point that
I could be moved to tears looking at the sky. In addition, my subtle energy
body/fields were incredibly sensative....my body tingled and I felt like I
was glowing from the inside out. As someone else described it (sorry can't
remember who at this point), I was like a people magnet...and in addition, my
energy level was such that I could sleep for two hours or so and wake up
refreshed and soooo happy to be alive. All of the above I loved - though at
the time I didn't understand it at all. (was synchronistically lead to a
book that described K toward the end of the experience ) Through it all
there was a part of me that wondered if I was having a really awesome nervous
breakdown, but there was no way I intended on finding a cure. In retrospect,
I was likely borderline manic at the time, but something inside resisted
interfering with the experience.
How many of us have been diagnosed with some form of mental illness? What
form?
I have been through several bouts of depression over the years..... only the
last bout (3 yrs ago) did I seek professional help as the stress and
depression was manifesting physical symptoms that finally caught my
attention. (mitral valve prolapse, sleep apnea and hyiatle (sp?) hernia)
How many of us have been hospitalized for mental illness? For how long?
N/A
For obvious reasons :)) all responses sent to me directly will be kept
completely confidential. Let me know if excerpts can be posted in the final
tally.
Love, Hillary
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