To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/04/18 17:01
Subject: Re: [K-list] Madness Poll
From: D G
On 2000/04/18 17:01, D G posted thus to the K-list:
> How many of us have feared we were going mad.
Hmmm... Let me guess. 11. Well, me anyway.
> What symptoms caused this fear?
I was going mad, and I'm pretty sure I was having a K
awakening or great K activity at the same time.
Crazy symptoms (non K related):
connectedness - connecting thoughts that were
unrelated, connecting things picked up externally to
my internal world.
some delusions that stemmed from the connectedness.
believing anything and everything my brain came up
with spontaneously and living like it was true.
K related? symptoms that made me think I was crazy:
Seeing the activities of the crown chakra.
Actually, seeing (awareness) of any energy period.
Half telepathic and full telepathic conversations.
Feeling like I was present in more locations than 1.
Recieving information anomolously and in the state of
mind of connectedness, integrating them as reality
(more on this one later, when I get a chance)
> How many of us have been diagnosed with some form
> of mental illness? What form?
I am diagnosed with manic-depression with single
schizophrenaform psychotic episode.
> How many of us have been hospitalized for mental
> illness? For how long?
Twice. Involuntarily both times. Two weeks each.
They thought I was a danger to myself. I was rather
stupid both times, but not the least bit suicidal.
The first time, I probably needed a little assistance,
but I would have eventually figured out how to sustain
myself on my own. The second time, I was perfectly
sane in my opinion and would have been fine without
interference. Psychiatrists suck.
> Let me know if excerpts can be posted in the final
> tally.
Post away.
Dan
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