To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/04/17 11:34
Subject: [K-list] madness poll
From: Arnold Colclough
On 2000/04/17 11:34, Arnold Colclough posted thus to the K-list:
this is a very touchy and hard to convey issue for me to speak of
ill try
both my mother and father are plagued with various mental illnesses
i have learned from both of them what it's like to be or act crazy
when i was arrested for poss of marijuana, i faked a panic attack and acted
really nuts all as a show
few believe me but life for the next month and a half was much better in the
mental ward section of the jail than it would have been in general
population. They feed you better and the crazy people are less violent and
homosexual in arizona jail.
anyway, that next evening is when the spiritual stuff started
that changed my whole life
afterwards as part of my terms of probation i had to have a psychological
evaluation to see that i was either crazy or not
they said i was really normal.
so much for that crazy bit
i feel crazy often and like acting it out for shits and giggles
i believe there is a shade of crazyness involved with spiritual awakening
aj
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