To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/04/17 08:05
Subject: [K-list] Forwarded: Madness poll
From: Druout
On 2000/04/17 08:05, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
<< Hey there, here is my stuff, feel free to post it public. I think it is
important to others to know and I would be more than willing to talk with
anyone who wants to discuss it directly with me.>>
<<<How many of us have feared we were going mad. What symptoms caused this
fear?>>>
<<Me, symptoms- extreme fear, fear of going mad coz it all happened so fast
and I was feeling like I was not in control of this trip. Jumping out of
body regularly, being able to understand Buddhist teachings before reading
them, going into silly positions of yoga for no reason and at inappropriate
times, having orgasms during the working day in the middle of sentences with
no apparent sexual object in sight, paranoia, extreme sensitivity, feeling
the ground under my feet with every step, hair on my arms going up all the
time and on the neck. Made me hurt if it was a strong breeze. sounds too
loud. People's voices were too loud and I had to run away with my hands over
my ears, Meeting people for the first time or after a few times and
physically crying because I was so happy to see them living. Feeling demons
were all around me and trying to touch me -- ps, they were
very heightened sexuality, like getting exciting around lush green trees and
dark fertile soil and the smell of dew and really cool constellations of
Drago at night. Yes, sexually excited and visibly so. seeing energy dots
(qi) all around me, discovering I have female half that I am in love with in
every conceivable way and she watches over me, Sweats, hearing peoples minds,
hearing sounds no one else hears, voices, singing, instruments playing, very
loud but only I hear it, being able to dream things and they come true pretty
precisely, attracting animals like a magnet, attracting people and children
like magnets and fish, attracting nameless things to me like a magnet,
becoming invisible to most people on a subway except the police. being able
to hold multiple conversations and read a couple of things all at once and
much faster than anyone around me - therefore sounding like gibberish to
them, learning other difficult languages very quickly like Latin and Hebrew
and Japanese and using them in a practical everyday way.
apparently causing lightening storms with rain and wind, blowing out
computers.
getting by with extreme energy on very little sleep or being completely
wasted and needing 15 hours a day just to get up and read a newspaper and
then getting exhausted again, extremely high and low moods, Reading minds,
apparently moving things without touching them (if they are light enough -
this is weird coz I don't think of spiritual strength being related to
muscles or mass of objects), becoming a master hypnotist overnight. Calling
others in my head and they hear me and oh yes, speaking to Goddess when she
wills. There are many more symptoms. >>
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