To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/04/14 17:06
Subject: Re: [K-list] A Few Words
From: Lynda Waterson
On 2000/04/14 17:06, Lynda Waterson posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Jerry - you asked
l wonder if you could talk about why you feel k is involved --
At the moment, I hold it as a possibility. As an inveterate doubter, there
is not much of which I'm certain.
> for me, that would include a description of what's happened physically
with
> things like heat, physical sensations and energy movements in your body
The first event I spoke of happened in Oct. 1997. The night before it
happened I had the most awful dream, It was like long 'drill bit' shaped
wires were spiraling up all my veins and arteries from the feet up and they
were 'vacumming' me and it felt like I was having my insides cleaned out and
it was excruiatlingly horrible. I was told by he doctors that the heat,
tingling sensations, apparently over active visual centres ( or prana
pixels?) and the overwhelming fatigue, waking in the night and needing to
evacuate my stomach, bowels and bladder were symptoms of anxiety and stress.
As I 'rested', things seemed to settle. Going back to work and encountering
people was exhusting. Especially as it seemed to me that my body would
'talk' to me, ( I learned that if I felt a tightness in my throat and asked
the person I was with, -is there any thing else you want to say? - they
usually said - 'well actually there is'.)and I would sense how other people
were feeling. ( Like feeling I was falling off my chair a few moments before
someone said - 'I'm feeling insecure') All of which I attempted to ignore,
whilst wondering if I was going mad. After the secong event I 'gave in' ,
slept when I felt like sleeping, spent most of my time alone and made sure I
went for a walk in the woods every day to keep grounded, and started
searching for possible explanations.
any overtly spiritual aspects like visions, etc,
Both of my three day 'vacations' 'dreams while awake' or 'psychotic
episodes' or what ever words you use, were overtly spiritual in content.
During these times I was told I was making strange movements and 'wailing'.
In my reality I was trying to communicate with the people around me but it
was like a language of dance and sound, even the way I moved my eyes had
meaning for me and it was very frustrating that I couldn't make my self
undertood
Glad to hear
> you're back doing theater work and feeling more productive. lt can be a
long,
> trying journey.
Thank-you.
Lynda
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