To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/04/14 10:08
Subject: Re: [K-list] b number two
From: Kat Eyes
On 2000/04/14 10:08, Kat Eyes posted thus to the K-list:
Greetings all....responses and Questions below,
B Wrote: so, in other words, is it possible that all of my symptoms are manifestations of
>kundalini? or is it possible to have had a spontaneous k-awakening and CFS
>and/or FMS at the same time? maybe it is unanswerable- but worth a try.
A Wrote: Yes. There are a few "spiritual illnesses" that are often associated
with K., and CFS is one of them. My advice may seem lame-o, but Surrender
seems the most important rule, with K.
I'd say if your body wants to sleep, then sleep!! A lot of the
processing of K. happens in sleep, and it's easier than processing while
awake!
I agree, since I have been more activitly focusing on K energy, and when my schedule allows, surrendering to rest/meditation when I feel tired, rather than pushing myself, I feel like the energy is able to flow, rather than me resisting it and becoming "intense".
When you say a lot happens in your sleep...what 'can' that mean? I have been having trouble sleeping, waking up 2-4 am, not able to return to sleep, or waking up hot and breathing heavy....are we just to "be" with it and surrender to whatever? Any other suggestions?
A: I'm building a hermitage/sanctuary for folks like you. :)
This will be great!
It's most likely not a permanant effect, altho there are stories of
famous saints, like St. Theresa of Avila, who suffered with it lifelong.
That might be partly due to the christian martyr attitude towards
suffering. However, they are only tears, and they are your Karma
releasing.. let them fall. Gratitude heals, so try to be grateful for your
suffering, as well as the beauty.
If you can find the beauty you see in nature, in your fellow humans
things might balance out a bit.
Walk barefoot on concrete...
Why concrete and not grass/bare earth?
A: Bless your food before you eat it, even water. This will change its
energy to be more compatable with your body.
Thanks for the reminder!
A: We can set up a time to meet in the K-list chatroom on the K-list site, or the one for the K-list at onelist.com, if you like.
Are there regular "chat" times or is it a whenever the spirit moves you type of thing?
A: Fear is resistance, surrendering your fate to Divine will is the path out.
The dreamer, seeks to run from fear.. but that is as useless as trying to
outrun your shadow.
The Litany against Fear, from "Dune":
"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."
Thanks for all of these gems too! Kat
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