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Recieved: 2000/04/14 01:38
Subject: Re: [K-list] b number two
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/04/14 01:38, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 11:26 PM 4/13/00 -0400, BEASTIE159ATnospamaol.com wrote:
>b again...
>+first of all, there is no question in my mind and heart that many of my
>symptoms are kundalini related, i guess i was just wondering if blockages
>could cause urinary or bladder problems or severe fatigue?
Well, by some paradymes, all illness is emotional/blockages/karma at
it's root.
>so, in other
>words, is it possible that all of my symptoms are manifestations of
>kundalini? or is it possible to have had a spontaneous k-awakening and CFS
>and/or FMS at the same time? maybe it is unanswerable- but worth a try.
Yes. There are a few "spiritual illnesses" that are often associated
with K., and CFS is one of them. My advice may seem lame-o, but Surrender
seems the most important rule, with K.
I'd say if your body wants to sleep, then sleep!! A lot of the
processing of K. happens in sleep, and it's easier than processing while
awake!
>+secondly, is there any way to get over this complete and utter sensivity to
>everything? eg. the nature channel makes me burst out in tears of
grattitude,
>and no matter what kind of shield i put around myself i feel overwhelmed
with
>other people's energy- will i ever be able to live in a city again? (even
>though being a hermit becomes more appealing every day) will this accute
>vulnerablilty cease at some point? i feel so unstable.
I'm building a hermitage/sanctuary for folks like you. :)
It's most likely not a permanant effect, altho there are stories of
famous saints, like St. Theresa of Avila, who suffered with it lifelong.
That might be partly due to the christian martyr attitude towards
suffering. However, they are only tears, and they are your Karma
releasing.. let them fall. Gratitude heals, so try to be grateful for your
suffering, as well as the beauty.
If you can find the beauty you see in nature, in your fellow humans
things might balance out a bit.
>+and thirdly, what are your thoughts on coffee? i find that i can nolonger
>take perscription drugs because some type of adverse reaction happens (and i
>feel like i'm plugged in to a wall socket)+ which is fine, because i'm
trying
>detox- not toxify, but coffee gets me going once in a while-
Switch to tea.. particularly good tea, like Twinings that has a low
pesticide content. Avoid cheap tea. Drink lots of pure water, too,
distilled water, even, because caffiene dehydrates. Get a good calcium and
mineral supplement, calcium regulates stress. Kelp is a good mineral
supplement for most people, also molasses and maple syrop are rich in
minerals.
Take Flax seed oil, it is important nutrition for the new nervous system
you are building, and will help with your immune system.
I'm sure you know about cranberry juice to prevent bladder infections?
Ocean spray has started making cranberry juice that is sweetened with grape
juice, instead of sugar. The health food store will probably also have
plain organic concentrate, sweeten it with maple syrop or demerra sugar.
*Don't* try to become a vegan, eat red meat and root vegatables, like
potatoes because they will ground you. Buy free-range organic beef, if you
can find it. Avoid deep fried foods, margarines, and other types of toxic
fats. Walk barefoot on concrete, put a box of river rocks under your bed.
Sit with your spine against a tree as often as possible. Take lots of
showers and warm baths.
Bless your food before you eat it, even water. This will change its
energy to be more compatable with your body.
>and i'm so
>paranoid about everything.
Calcium and flax seed oil will help.. also the mantra, below.. :) Fear
is resistance, surrendering your fate to Divine will is the path out.
>....well, i'll let you poor chaps be.
>hope i didn't go on for too long+
Nope, not at all.. Kundalini problems and emergencies get priority
for bandwidth. :)
>i'll try to be more articulate next time...
>p.s. as far as alternative therapies are concerned, i've seen healers,
>homeopathists, practiced qi gong and reiki, visited herbalists,
>chiropractors, networking chiropractors, acupuncturists, massage therapists,
>and i've worked with MAP+ yes, i've done my homework+ and every time the
>practioner says "you are the toughest case i've ever seen"
Well, I don't do any of that stuff, but I do work at clearing
blockages from Kundalites. We can set up a time to meet in the K-list
chatroom on the K-list site, or the one for the K-list at onelist.com, if
you like... or you can call me.
Other than that, Wim is good with energy work. For my own stuck stuff,
when I get bogged down in what I've taken on from other people, I sometimes
hire an amazing woman who specializes in wayward K. She advertises herself
as a reiki healer, because that is what people recognise, but that is only
a small part of her talents. She is at
http://www.best.com/~morgana/index.html She used to be on this list, but
she is too busy working these days, helping folks like you..:)
The dreamer, seeks to run from fear.. but that is as useless as trying to
outrun your shadow.
The Litany against Fear, from "Dune":
"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."
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