To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/04/13 20:26
Subject: [K-list] b number two
From: Beastie159
On 2000/04/13 20:26, Beastie159 posted thus to the K-list:
b again...
well, i just got back on-line to check my mail and re-read what i had posted
earlier today. i must say that my mind is going fast. i somehow managed to
miscommunicate my real problems and avoid my major questions. sorry about
this, mental clarity isn't my strong suit lately.
+first of all, there is no question in my mind and heart that many of my
symptoms are kundalini related, i guess i was just wondering if blockages
could cause urinary or bladder problems or severe fatigue? so, in other
words, is it possible that all of my symptoms are manifestations of
kundalini? or is it possible to have had a spontaneous k-awakening and CFS
and/or FMS at the same time? maybe it is unanswerable- but worth a try.
+secondly, is there any way to get over this complete and utter sensivity to
everything? eg. the nature channel makes me burst out in tears of grattitude,
and no matter what kind of shield i put around myself i feel overwhelmed with
other people's energy- will i ever be able to live in a city again? (even
though being a hermit becomes more appealing every day) will this accute
vulnerablilty cease at some point? i feel so unstable.
+and thirdly, what are your thoughts on coffee? i find that i can nolonger
take perscription drugs because some type of adverse reaction happens (and i
feel like i'm plugged in to a wall socket)+ which is fine, because i'm trying
detox- not toxify, but coffee gets me going once in a while- and i'm so
paranoid about everything.....well, i'll let you poor chaps be.
hope i didn't go on for too long+
i'll try to be more articulate next time...
p.s. as far as alternative therapies are concerned, i've seen healers,
homeopathists, practiced qi gong and reiki, visited herbalists,
chiropractors, networking chiropractors, acupuncturists, massage therapists,
and i've worked with MAP+ yes, i've done my homework+ and every time the
practioner says "you are the toughest case i've ever seen"
c h e e r s m a t e s
thankfully, b
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