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Recieved: 2000/04/13 15:00
Subject: [K-list] b
From: Beastie159
On 2000/04/13 15:00, Beastie159 posted thus to the K-list:
cheers everyone
i'm new here and i'm having a really rough time with what i believe are
k-symptoms+ i was hoping someone would have some advice. i'm in my twenties
and four years ago i had a severe blow to my tailbone in a snowboarding
accident- and i haven't been the same since. for the past four years i have
seen over 60 doctors and been in and out of the hospital. the doctors have
been unable to find anything wrong with me, and have just been telling me
that i must have chronic fatigue or FMS or something of the sort. the first
two years after the accident i was feeling like i was losing energy and
becoming tired all of the time, but i pushed to finish college. the last two
years i have been in bed most of the time. i feel like i have the flu
everyday, and i feel insane. i've also been experiencing irritation after i
urinate(every time for the past two years)- and the doctors can find no
reason why this pain is persisting. in addition, i've been plagued by bladder
infection after bladder infection for at least two years (one every month).
i've had EVERY urology. ob/gyn, GI (you name it) test done to try and find a
cause for these (among other) painful problems. i've been in the cleveland
clinic since february trying to rule out any possibility of any disease. i
believed that my problems were in fact viral related, so i thought that all i
had to do was endure, and finally they would go away. during the past four
years, however, i've also been experiencing k-related symptoms. these
include: major chills, constant shaking, i can feel the energy moving through
my body, i can't sleep (and i'm all itchy at night), i feel at the verge of
tears any minute (and i can't watch ANY violence or the news), i feel
completely overwhelmed (but don't know why), i find that i can't be around
other people or groups of people because i feel like i pick up their energy
and don't know what to do with it, i can see lights, etheric fields, waves of
energy?, i feel crazy because of my mood shifts, sometimes i cry or laugh
uncontrollably, i feel incredibly emotionally unstable, but much of the time
i feel emotionless- even if i am crying or laughing, i don't feel heat, but i
sweat profusely when i'm not doing anything....(and the list goes on)....i
didn't even know what kundalini was until someone who was doing reiki on me
last year told me that it was kundalini. i didn't pay much attention until a
few months ago when another person doing energy work told me that i had a
kundalini awakening. it was only then that i started to read about it. i know
that i have the power to change my condition, but i just don't know what to
do. i haven't been able to work for years and i would love to start my life
again. could it be possible that my physical problems are directly related
to the kundalini energy?
sorry this is so long.....if you have any ideas, let me know. thanks
b
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